Hmm..bball is sumthing i took up in pri six..at tt time i was so silly..
it was oni in seconday tt i learn shooting and layup..
Duno when it becom my fave..
Until i will like die w/o it :D

Hmm My sec sch time was the best time..
The team was so close adn team spirit and work is dere..
The best team..Although our individual skills are not gd
We tried our best and i have the best memories with dem..

Next after my Os i went to AJC to try..
I enjoy my time dere and i got the bes expierence of Basketball Camp
The team are so close too..
things change when i took my Os result
Attitute of dem simply change..i felt so lost and unwanted...

Tts is the time i felt disappointed and say i'll nv step in AJC again...
But hu noes behind it i miss them so much..
I miss the team so much...
How i wish i can play for dem..
How i wish i was in the team...
Appreciate dem of giving me a jersey of my fave no 7..

And becoz of tt i went to Chong Ghee instead of T-net..
And becoz i went Chong Ghee there is alot of commotion..
There is like alot of dislikes..
But wat to do now i'll struck wif Chong Ghee and i love the team..
Coz dey let me feel a sense of belonging..

This yr i played for Chong Ghee for Shao nian bei..
We are called Chong Ghee Blue..
So happi we won throughout out..but JUz 1 match Xue lian white..
ALthough i played well tt match one of my best matches..
But i'm quite disappointed coz we have to face a stronger opponent...
XUE LIAN HONG...

Argh...That is the worst match i ever played..
B4 this match no1 wan to come for training...
I Went..and end up oni 4 players came..
YYY...and Rabbit was not there when we most needed her...
I played like shit..y coach still put me in...
How insulting is that to hear wat teh uncle say...
Why she playing..she liek duno how to play bball...
i was so stress up..i felt i wasn't helping the team at all...

Went off and tok to a cat..eben the cat dispise me..walk away fr me..
I was so depressed...i felt i was the cause of the lost...
I eat alot..juz eat..hope eating an help me 4gt everything...
But i was wrong..

In The end we end the shao nian bei with a third position..
but quite impress with our 3rd and 4th match coz we won dem by 60 ova..
After that came the Lan Zhong Bei again...
Each time my confidence is build up at Shao Nian Bei
it crash down to nth when it come to Lan Zhong...
Its the same last yr and all this repeat this yr again..

I lost all my confidence..i dun dare do anything..
I'm juz useless in the team..i felt i make no contribution to their victory..
BUt i juz add on to their mistakes..and make everythign worst...
I do not noe how to shoot..nor how to layup..everything juz disappear whrn i'm on court
I try to hide this feeling but i jzu can't...

Can anyone help me?? JUz Save me.. I juz wan to be my ownself..