A well-known speaker started off his seminar
by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,
"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you
but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and
the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or
what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we
know,
but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."
If you do not pass this on, you may never know the
lives it touches, the hurting hearts it speaks to,
or the hope that it can bring.
Count your blessings, not your problems.

Hmm ytd sp training..
was frastrated wif coach,,juz thk he is bias..
He is idiotic, bias pig, not understanding, boring..
He is not fit to be a coach..

A coach shld encouarge his player..
A coach shld help its player to show her best..
A coach shld not look down on player..
A coach shld have the simplest repect for player..
A coach shld be a person we players look upon at..
A coach shld not be sacastic..
A coach shld juz be frank...
A coach shld be creative..
A coach shld understand his player..

All this requirment he din fit one...
He may look good but he is juz fake..
So u thk he deserve my respect..
I don;t thk so..
Ppl may thk i'm disrespectful..
But have he repect the player feeling??
How and what does he treat his player as...
A robot that he can control by using remote control...

I was so angry tt i can keep my anger...
I hit the wall..juz vent all my anger out...
I was attitute juz to show my unhappiness..
Yes i may feel ok after my anger is being vented...
But everything is back to square one..
Looking at teh bias pig..bias coach...

I duno why..
i duno how..
i juz can't help...
i juz can't control...
i duno what have i become..
I'm having too much thing on hand..
I thk i too small for everything..
I too small to handle everything..
I wan to gif
I wan to leave
Juz everything by the side..
Juz wan a rest..
dun want to thk
dun want to say

*blue*

Went to mit Gh n pink @ bishan 2day..
Ate long John..but after tt go mac study :D
Den lata got match le..mit le JH n SH den we go match le lo..

Reach the court we started to play half court :D..
Hmm..still can shoot in 3 pts not bad not bad :D but...
Half court n full court not the same de..

After tt we warm up lo..the warm up time like so much..
The match started....
The points was so close at ist..but after tt dey played well...
They manage to pull the points further apart..
Got down to the court to play quite nervous
but not as nervous as b4..
It rain half way floor so wet..din dare to run le n mei you li..
haha but inteh end we won..so hapi..
Got into 2nd round le :D
Jiayou wor~~!! Chong Ghee :D

After eat lo..so li hai lo..our table oni got 6 people n
we manage to finish everything haha..
After tt play match lo..half court lo..
Hmm now i thk my 2 pts cannt make it le..
Muz go train up..
Thk of it all proj due n i haven done much..
and sat still got accts test...

HMM ytd fri training rain half-way...SO sian lo
Haha den today econs test..so hapi...thk ok la...
Hope i will do not bad :D

Den went yew tee play..i reach @ 10 smt lo..no ppl...
Lucky i got bring bball..go dere shoot ball myself..
Went to train my shooting..
Den suddenly got 2 guys ask me play 2 on 2 ..den play lo..
haha keep on shoot oni..train my shoot jump :D

Den i play until 12 smt ...den rain very heavily...
in the end i went yew tee foodcourt eat..
Den pink reach le very fierce...
she say she go shoot ball i say "huh"
she very fierce say "huh what huh cannt arz"
i so sad lo...

Hmm den after tt guan hong came le waited so long so hungry..
Eat le we went to the court play wif pink's frenz lo..
Play until quite tired actuali..but very funi aso..
Can keep luffing de lor haha coz pink pink so stupid haha..

den got a kranji player not bad haha..den saw ah van's shuai ge..
so ke xi ah van nv come haha
Den play until i shiver lo..so tired...
In the end still play full court 5 on 5..run until i can die arz..

AFter tt went to play teh otehr court..played wif a twins..
So cute lo they wear evrything same same de :D
die le la..now leg pain pain thk tml match cannt make it le haha
Jia you ba chong ghee !!~~~

hmm..today is another boring day..
Did a few proj again but wif oni 1 more member..
Haha but 2 of us manage to finish abt half of the proj ^_^

Now having lesson...gg play bball lata...
Feel tired but duno y juz feel like playing bball...
Thk bball have reali becum my life..
It have rise to teh ist position of my life..
Even b4 study i duno y juz no mood..

Hope lata play bball will be hapi abit ba...
hOpe i can enjoy the game :D and relax myself..
Today almost fall aslp in clz..reali v tired :d
But i still li hai open a little of my eyes to cheng xia qu..

Hmm den me and cheogn actuali finish half of our ecm proj..
Juz the 2 of us ^_^ so proud of myself..
After my clz went to mit dem..den go chong ghee court play :D
So tired..went hm quite early...after eating...
So feel like slping teh whole day..
I'm tired...very tired arz..

Hmm haha time reali flies i gg to have a lot of test le...
Den project all gg to due le..
It is juz like i have juz started a new sem..
Haha thk i shld concentrate on work now le lo..
This few days din reali got the mood to study...
Thking abt bball n things...

^_^ Hmm getting back feeling..
Can de can de..i can study haha...
Hmm after lesson went to mit GH..
Den do abit of study n accts and proj lorz...
haha den we go westmall...saw a nice polo tee wan go buy :D
Thking of tt i haven take my jeans lo..Lazy manz..

Hmm today is our 2nd last match...
Vs Tanglin... ^_^ haha...
so sad lo..
when i go in play the ref tell me remember when i attack lo...
*shy* den i thk duno lehz..still no confidence...
I appreciate ur encouargemt..u noe i'm toking abt u :D
"Green green here green green dere, ah bin scolded me today i as so demoralised"
I so shy lo when u read the content of my blog :D haha...
I'm sori and thank u reali thank u ^_^

Hai..den all like so sad..Din noe how to console u all...
Juz stay hapi k..i did not noe wat happen..and i wun ask...
Coz i noe if u all wan to tell me u all will..
Juz stay hapi k :d.. dun sad..i will sad too coz i care!!

Hmm..today is actuali our training day...
haha but in the end it rain...
Duno shld i be hapi or sad..
Feel like playing bball but actuali the training quite sian...

Haha tt day me hai xin Guan Hong and Yiling(ah Bun) mit ist lo...
We slack in food court 5 lo eat the KFC so er xin..
haha den beca bday coming so we went queenways lo..
Pei hai xin go find her bday present..
haixin bought her a purple t-shirt and a smiley boxer ^_^

After tt beca come queenways mit us..
She went to the shop tt we buy t-shirt de..
haha so stupid lo..

This few day i have been thking alot..
Thking through alot of thing...
I hope i can find an ans...an ans tt i can find within myself...
i started to ask myself....but i juz can't find a ans..

Finalli finali i got to publish my post for teh pass 3 days ba..
coz need to hide this secret until she saw her beday present today
haha duno she will come read my blog not ma..

Hmm today i nv go sch..
actuali ytd nite reali feeling abit not well..
Den my laogong come my hse lo haha take care of me...
No la she come my hse we do beca present..

I thk we reali very li hai lo..
We took 4 hrs to finish everything..
at ist oni me and guan hong..
at ard 4 smt jin hui join us..
aren't we fast haha thk we reali very lihai..

den so stupdi we haven finish den beca come my hse liao..
So to hide we ask pink keep beca outside..
haha den my papa so cute ask beca go buy things...
Den beca like so touched lo..

Haha den she like siao liao wan chim all of us..
haha lucky me n GH fast jinhui str8 rejection haha
We went play bball but din reali play much..
We play 2 on 2 le denm after tt i rest my frenz came to tok to me.. So i chat wif dem lo den after tt see jinhui sit alone decided go pei her..
Den we tok alot haha look @ her like so sad..
Remember *smilez* k..
Look @ stary when u are sad :D

Thking back i like so much proj haven do lo..
Thk i muz settle down to do le..
But dun reali now wat i'm suppose to do :D..
so slack lo..thk all the training and competition had conquer me..
I surrender :D haha
Thk i need to rest and concentrate le :D
jiayou ba jasmine a.k.a. AH GU :D

hMM TODAY IS MY AH MEI SPECIAL DAY....
time reali flies haha she oready 17 le and me 18 le haha
I so old liao..wan go back to time aso cannt le...
Miss the time in primary sch and sec sch..nth to fan :D

Today we mit at 10 o'clock..before went out still msn..
Tok to a frenz :D that i seldom see
Den go mit my 2 ah mei laogong and nu er...
haha mit @ orchard lo waiting 2 eat seoul garden..

The seoul garden so x lo..it is 23 for each person lehz..
Den pink say muz eat for wat we pay...
haha den i reali very hungry lo coz nv eat b4 i mit dem :d
haha den we cook n cook lo..
den gwen keep feed me wif soup den jinhui feed me wif meat
Both feed me until i full arz haha...
Feel like vomit le lo..After tt we go competition place le..
On bus saw bao zhen, lizhen, jac and jian hong lo..
haha pink reaction so big lo...
Got a ben ben de nu er haha

Reach le den do warm up lo today cheryl lead den run still have 2 pass ball..
Fun la so the round seem very little lo haha..
coz too focus on the bball le...
AFter tt shoot ball le b4 we gg start it start to drizzle...
So sad den we play match lo..in teh end rain stop le..
We contiune the match...

Duno why today ah bin play until very frastrated and lost form..
In the 2nd half i went down to play..
So nervous lo..forgot is we free throw..
I got a beautiful rebound and
i was so open n i decided to dribble out...
and start a fast break..lucky pink was in front..
I pass to her n realised ppl shouting @ me...
I attack wrong place le..haha so pai seh lo...

In teh end i was so sad...
Do u noe y..ah bin ask scolded me...
and she ask me to use my brain in a harsh tone...
I was so demoralised..
i was so scared..
she had nv shouted @ me during shao nian bei b4..
I thk becoz shaonian bei i was so much needed than i'm nw..

I have lost my confidence on teh court of lan zhong i duno y..
Even my coach ah xiong said so..
He ask me wat's wrong wif me..
whr is my confidence n dare during shao nian bei went to..
I'm juz a player tt needed encouargement more than anyone else..
In zhonghua i was teh captain through so i was much respected..
In Chong Ghee i felt insulted tt very day...

I suddenly miss my time of shao nian bei :d
It was so fun to play wif dem..
With so much encouargement ard..
No one scolding juz a pat of encouargement...
:d so anyone reading this now..plz dun scold ur teammate..
ppl on court need encouargement more than anyone else to perform..

haha but i was so hapi ah xiong send me home lo..
haha sit motor so fun lo haha...
The feeling was so shuai haha
So relaxing when the wind blow on u :D
i want sit motor nxt time le :D
Hope i can do beta in my nxt match....
I will enjoy the game coz i have teh chance to.. :D

Hmm today went harbour front work..
So tired lorz..
We oni slept for like 2 hr..
But i thk Jin hui nv slp..hai..we so poor thing...
haha no la no la..for frenz wun lar(lata dey beat me haha)

We went to arrange the table and chair...
Den again same old thing i tend the telematch...
Haha but this time the grp not reali enthu in playing lehz...
And their attitude like not very gd...

So sunny and hot lo...After tt we went to sit...
Rest well haha den i go tend the ice cream stall..
So shuai got chair sit haha...
But mostly i waiting to eat teh ice cream coz reali very hot..
Den after tt we went to eat..this time the food not bad :D
Den we ate alot of ice cream lo :D

After tt all teh people like so high..
Chim(kiss) here and dere...
Haha i was so shy lo ah bird chim me when i wasn;t noticing...
Sad haha den guan hong got chim by ah bird and pink
Haha so funi lo my laogong so shy :D

After tt pink did a very da dan thing..
She actuali went to kiss jin hui....
She told jin hui ni lai wo you dond xi geng ni shou...
den after tt jin hui went closer den she kiss her le..
Haha den she so cute lo immediately stunt...
nv move at all haha...den face all red..
haha den stunt so long den chase her haha...
reali very cute lo her face..
haha feel like taking her espression down haha...
teh scene still in my head haha coz too funi liao haha
So so so cute haha

Den after tt went to play bball..so tired lo eyes can close liao... went to mit estacy and xin..at yuhua court..
played wif a bunch of guys 5 on 5..
so tired lo dey keep on fast break..
Den i chase until i wan to die haha
But i noe i din play well..
shoot wat aso nv get in..haha dribble aso cannt dribble..
sad but at least stop their fast break.. :D
After tt went home lo..so tired haha...
Tok to beca quite alot..
haha share our woes haha stupid lehz...
She can get irritated by mine "duno how to say" phrase
haha oni she and me will undestand..Ben ben ben haha
So tired need to get some slp :D

Tml vs kai xuan jiayou wor haha
Chong Ghee jiayou :D

This few day have been busy real busy :D
Haha we got to prepare for shao hua
xin beca and changlang pres3ent haha
In the end we decided to buy puzzle for dem..haha
Anyone say tis dun tell haixin wor coz oni she no blog..
I will publish it after beca bday :D
But date will be teh same..

Guan Hong
Pink
Jin Hui
Beca
Ah Bird came to my hse
haha why dey come lehz..
Coz we have pia puzzle...
Shao hua zhanglang han xin and beca bday coming...
We saw puzzle the otehr day so decided to buy dem a puzzle :d
Hope my ah mei, ah di, nanyong and mei fu will like it..

Haha pink n beca help us sort out the puzzle...
And me jin hui guan hong help to pai...
haha in teh end oni left me jin hui and guan hong alive to pia..
haha all slp le..we pia until 5 smt lo..
So hapi to see it completed...haha mang zhu gan

The other day on sundat still got to work..
Work early @ 8am lehz..
So tiring..haha gan dong ma my frenz haha..
Hope u all enjoy ur bday k :D

Hai..i duno how..i dunow y..
I duno wat i shld do..
I have mixed feeling...
A feeling tt i can't express...
I duno wat i am feeling...
I duno how i shld feel...
I have a special feeling...
I have a feeling that i dun wish to follow...
I duno wat shld i do...
I juz duno....
I can't say..
I can't feel...HMm...
Hahahahaha...luff it all out manz :D

Today i went to sch..
For my one and oni lesson which is Econs liek so bo liao..
Haha afetr tt go Mac mit my laogong..
den we study lo..
But in the end din study much..Hope she can do well..

After tt went shopping wan fins jacket aso cannt ..
den i saw a shirt with my fave colour..LIME GREEN!!!
sO NICE lorz..and i pei a jean very nice aso..
ant to buy but no $..
Sad muz wait till got $
lata dun have stock den i can cry lo..
ist time see such a t-shirt tt caN CATCH MY ATTENTION..
love at first sight manz.. Juz feel liek bring it home...

Den after tt went to mit JH lo..
Brough a shoe from my clz flea market :D
Hope dey sell well... haha den my frenz ask me buy tibits..
Now still at hm rotting....

We went to cafe wait 4 GH den beca came along..
Stupis lod en we play wif teh M n M..
Throw and Catch game haha
We so stupid lo..den i realised my tougue very short..
haha beca one very long haha...

After tt GH came...
JH went use M n M throw her
in the end aiming wrong throw to the other table...
Stupid lo so lost form..haha
The funi and stupid thing is
The people still throw us back the M nM lor

After tt went to west mall mit pink...
Uncle send us there then brought le puzzle :D
Reach teh court felt nth...
After tt dun feel tt warm up is enuff..
Like so fast lo..i old le lehz haha

THE MATCH STARTED....
And it was so close..I juz wish i nv got to go down
coz i thk i'll be stress..
But when they look tired..i juz feel liek gg down to help..
In the end i went on court wif a nervous feeling..
I felt myself shivering..
I WAS SCARED...so so scared...

At least i draw a foul..
But at least i'm hapi tt i gt rebound...
at least a contribution..
At teh last min i got down again...
Coach ask us to try taking theall
but if cannt foul the person at the 10th second...
Hai den teh ref was so strict tt
i go forward oni he blow a foul on me..
Sad at the ist second i fouled..
So stupid lo..stupid and silly me..

hmm..hope nxt match i can play..and get to play well :d..
Most imptly muz be happi when playing the game..
a fren told me..
cherish the time u can play the game u love when u can...
i agree..so i will play like what i was b4..
Play wif faith..play wif passion... play wif love :D
Thanz my frenz for telling me :D
So anyone reading..Love the game!!! Coz it is juz worth it

Hmm now having lesson...Haha IDA and later MMWD again..
Hmm a bit sian lehz..
Do the project thing again and again...

Lata got training.. haha duno shld hapi or sian..
Now another lesson le.. haha
Den very hao siao...
Coz Guan Hong aso got comemy lesson...
Thk my laoshi kan shang wo de laogong..
haha miss her xia ask me whr my frenz..
so stupid... haha

Now quite sian of sch liao..
Coz liek so tired..
feel like playing basketball everyday and rest oni...
haha won't it be nice if u oni need to study when u feel like it

Hmm it is like i so mani days nv reach hm so early lo...
haha like so bu xi guan..
Feeling very bored and like nth to do lo...
So sian lo...

Hai look at the com...Look at my work is all i can do..
Dun feel liek doing proj...But wan do tutorial..
But tutorial left wif topics i duno...

Haha thk i too xi guan stay outside and play liao..
ooks like i so playful lehz..
but hor alone at home study aso sian haha...

Today ist day after a week break..
But i dun feel i have enuff rest lehz..
Suddenly got bball feeling..
Thk i dun mind everyday play bball..
If nv play bball or go out i will feel werid weird de...

Juz liek today..
I do anything aso weird..
Like i'm all alone..
Hmm in my little cosy room and corner..

Tml will be SP training day..
Time flies so fast our ist match in lan zhong is coming...
And wed will be Chong Ghee's ist match against aljunied...
So qi dai...hope it will be a gd match...

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hâld fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe (Thanks Craig)
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of
fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe

Hmm it have been so long..
Since i ever seen u..
It have been so long...
Since i ever touch u..
It have been so long...
Since i ever came in to look for u..
O my beloved..
O me beloved..
I juz love u so much...
I juz miss u so much..
My beloved blog.. haha

I lame hor..thk i very lame..nth to do..
Have been in chalet for 3 days.. Zhanglang hse for 3 days..
Play throughout lor..nv study lo..
Die le..thk i slacking tis sem again..

Need to work hard on my proj haha..
So mani lo..
Like cannt finish de..

This few days quite hapi..
dun wan to thk abt anything juz play oni..
Then today at nite juz went to watch women's open match..
Aljunied indeed is strong..
Our other opponents aren't weak too...
Hmm..juz try our best ba..

hmm..ytd went to mit Laogong in clementi @ 1pm..
Den we study and study haha..
We so hardworking...
I liek torture her like tt coz she very hungry i dun let her eat...
Ask her wait till 3 smt..
coz like tis we training den wun hungry haha

In the end we went to eat...
Both of us suddenly dun have mood to train..
Haha the ban mian ok lo...i still like AMK S11 de
That one is the best haha...

After tt eat le we still got time so
we decided to do devil's court play...
Play wif 2 guy..haha b4 that saw a very ah lian gal...
haha nowadays children after 1986 cannt make it arz..
Getting more and more rebellious...
Haha having real fun playing wif that 2 guys..
Although they dun reali noe how to play..and we anhow play...
Sumhow i juz find the joy in it :D

play half way suddenly estacy call us..
haha den she say training cancelled...
So hapi..den she jio us go 108 play bball...
in the end call pink aso..
and ah bird nv come :(

Hmm play wif the guys dere at 108 lo..
Den say one look like jing hui aka ah boi..
That person side view reali very very look like lo..
haha me and GH thking if he were jinghui bro haha...

Play wif the ppl dere until i luan lo...
Cannt make it..suddenly felt very luan..
Sure is becoz i din wear shoe ran the track mill...
Den make my above ankle dere pain haha...
Finding excuses la..

Hmm.then pink that day was full of encouragement...
Maybe she noe i'm one that needs it..
haha but at least i played happily :D
It is a happy day :D

Hmm tis entry is for ppl that i trusted most...
Ppl that i love most..Ppl that i meed most...
People that are most impt in my life....
So ppl read carefully...

thk previous blog dere was typo..i mean u all..
all of you are simply too impt to me..
These ppl are ppl that i got to noe in CHong Ghee...
CHong Ghee help me up when i feeling down..
Although sumtime Chong Ghee trash me down...
But i'll find a way to stand up..

I noe u guys are always by my side...
Since i noe u all are reading i wun name ur name...
Coz u all have my link..
And dun doubt ur importance to me...
Coz i hate ppl tt doubt me...

if u all are not impt..
I can jolly well dun care..Juz heck care...
I chose to care coz u all are impt..
Plz dun compare coz i'm juz 1 person...
I'll make mistake...
And dun becoz of that mistake you jump to conclusion...
(thk u will understand, noe u will be reading)
I care, i care, i care 4 every single one..
But sori mayb sumtime i juz wan 2 rest..

Plz , Plz , Plz, nv compare me...
Plz, PLz, Plz, nv judge me by mine cover...
Plz, PLz, Plz, nv condem me...
I'll try my very best..
Yes i would...
To gif u all the best..
Coz u all are simple too...too impt....
So dun leave me...

Lets see my program of the day haha..
Ist is the meeting of four professional IT and bIZ student..
haha like we very pro..
okie i noe i'm lame..
But i thk if we can implement the idea we are doing we will scored haha...

And thking of tt..
I'm assigned to do IDA...
So stress..One of the thing i not gd at..
Haha hope i can do it lo and help eryone scored..
Ida ida plz pray that i can do ida.. haha

After that i went shopping wif mama...
went to orchard den pei her go OG lo...
But in the end teh person tt brought the most things is..
MOI!!! muahahaha *evil smilez*
haha like very bad hor..

we walk further down to Plaza Singapura..
Mama wan buy shorts haha but in the end...
I aso duno why i try shirt den buy liao haha...
Den we went to the swesen to eat dinner...
i ate salmon baked rice ahha and so nice lo..but is my treat.
Coz promise my mama i treat her le haha...
haha coz i gt work ma..den decided to treat her lo.. :D

Duno why sumtime i juz felt irritated..Juz tis few days..
Sumtime hapi is juz for the time being coz u dun remember anything..
:D
Tts y i always felt tt it is great to be a baby..
No worri..no homework..no exam..got nth :D

I duno why i do this..I duno why i did that..
Sumtime you juz feel like following ur instinct....
Sumtime u juz duno why u feel depress..
Sumtime u juz duno why u feel hapi..
Sumtime u juz duno why u r feeling blue...
It's juz sumtime that u feel this way..

Not all time did u feel hapi..
Not all time did u feel depress...
Not all time...Coz it is juz sumtime...

Sumtime u juz talks things too seriously...
Sumtime you juz feel like joking...
Sumtime you juz feel energetic...
Sumtime you jus feel lonely..
It's juz sumtime that you want it this way..

Not all time did you feel lonely..
Not all time did you feel energetic..
Not all time did you feel like joking..
Not all time did you take thing seriously..
Not all time..Coz it is juz sumtime..

I do not noe why i choose to take te words so seriously..
Coz you all r too impt..
Simply too impt..
that i chose to believe it in the other way u said...
And i takes ur words in heart...
I'm sori that i'm harsh coz i far too irritated by myself...
Lets find the back teh love n joy we once had..
Dun gif up..press on..i'll help u find back the love and joy...
Trust me coz i'll be searching too...
Lets search it back togather..
And enjoyed it togather
Tt person shld know wat i mean if she is reading it..
I need ur help to help me find it back too..
so dun gif up and help me instead...
Dun leave me alone coz i can't cope by myself..
Frenz *smilez Always* Coz i juz love to see the way u all *smilez*

Hmm...i played bball wif my frenz on fri..
den tt myo wow reali can shoot man..
In the end oni3 ppl plus my laogong playing...
It looks sian but i'm having fun..More fun den i usualli have...

After tt we we go eat steamboat...haha duno why tis time teh steamboat liek beta lehz..
Although its food is very starchy..and we had fun...
Thk maybe becoz tt time i lost my ting tts y i'm nt having fun...
but this time i am..haha

After tt my ah mei and laogong came to my hse to stay....
Stupid LG keep snathing my pillow..haha but in the end i won n gt back my tings..

Den nxt morning we prepare for work..My ah mei ist one to wake up..
Den wake tt stupid GH can die haha..
she keep hugging on to my xiao gu...
In the end we were late by 5 mins oni haha
in the end wait for beca and Nu er..

My work is telematch again haha she the ppl play very funi arz...
Den the time of tug of war i got push to the floor by the ppl...so PS..
haha den in teh end go see baby play the jump jump..
so cute lo dey all..
Having so much fun wif dem..
But in the end we have to pick up rubbish...
Den u noe wat..Those game stall ppl clever..go pack chair..
den pack ok le stay behind nv pick rubbish..
haha Den we purposely suan dem say chair will ran ppl will steal teh chairs...
That why dey cannt pick rubbish muz stand by teh chairs...
Stupid lo..den afetr tt dey still conplaint tt dey nv eat when we are eating..
When shao Hua's bro say dey did eat..
Stupid Boys lo..still tok so loud...

After tt we went to find Bro at novena..Adidas shop :D...
Den we bought thing to shower after training haha...
yeah can bath after training le haha
Haixin came to find us awhile oni wif jing hui(ah boi)..
haha den i bought a whopper share wif laogong..
the whooper so BIG lo...
See liao dun feel liek eating liao haha..
Den we jiu went hm le..ah mei go hm wif me haha coz...
Tml gg yew tee play bball haha.. :D

Suddenly i felt..Life can be so wonderful and Life can be so practical..
After watching 13 gg 30..it show me that in life u wanted smt so much at a time
but in the end u regret the decision u made...
You wish u can go back..to change ur destiny..
But in real life u juz can't.. :D

Sumtime i thk if i had gone Ajc, i wun have gt to noe the SP team,
i wun be in Chong Ghee and got to noe all of dem, i wun be Slacking
And i wun be missing alot from my sec sch frenz coz most of dem are from JC..
Since i gt into Chong Ghee and SP i play bball alot..
It make me realised i love BBall..and i shld play becoz i love it.. Maybe feeling was nt the same anymore.....

hai my bro and mum keep nagging me say i play bball too much..hai.. Actuali i felt i like have too much thing on hand to do..
Maybe sumtime i shld juz heck care haha...
Stupid and lame me...

:D
Sumtime playing wif dem makes my worries away..
maybe their smilez makes me smilez...
Its juz great to see ur frenz smilez...

hmm juz gt back my SCM result..
So sad..i gt 73...hope i can score beta in other module..
FMA i thk is my one and oni module that i am satisfy wif...
Others i thk i'm juz plain slacking...Din study..
What have i become?? HAi muz study liao..

I cannt slack in bball and study...
I muz EXCEL...
aRGH!! which i thk it is quite impossible...
Haha...maybe do beta in project ba...
Den maybe i can do beta...Sum frenz gt to noe the reault for ECM le..i'm so scared..
Dun thk i did well although i noe i pass..
Hai i like so kan de qi myself...haha so bhb

haha actuali i so excited abt my clz gg play bball..but now..
My clzmate all pon clz..left a few ppl play wif me oni...
Even brother nv come...Hai oni laogong come pei me play...
Nvm la..duno y this few days dun fell like interecting and play bball aso haha..

haha so hapi..i juz finish watching my 13 going 30....
Is sosososo nice and it is sososo touching..
I love that show so much..
I cried as it is so sweet..
Everything was like fairy-Tale...
I suddenly felt i was like little gal
Waiting for sumthing like Fairy-tale to happen to me..
haha silly me...

Juz like b4 reaching home..so misrable..so pain lo my stomach...
Pain until i play until very xin ku but still cheng until i cannt..
Sumtime reali felt i was a useless tool on court.. haha
And walking to the court makes me demoralised..
Having no motivation...
No one seem to care abt training..Training is alwasy juz teh few of us...
The prob is main player is not ard..while bench player like me is present...
I tried not to be pressured..but it is juz too difficult..
When i ist step in chong ghee court..
I felt teh warm i felt teh love juz like one big family
But now everything was like being changed..
CHong ghee don't seems to have the kind of bonding as before anymore..
Maybe is becoz Candy had left...
The most respectable captain...who is always so convincing
Hai...
Dun tok abt lan qiu le la..

Thk abt tml i so xcited..
haha my clzmate tml playing bball wif me haha in singapore poly...
haha duno how will it be like...
So stupid haha.. Tml maybe going eat steamboat ba..
hope we can maintain our bond..and keep this bond forever and ever...:D

Maybe i gif myself to much stress..
Maybe i juz expect too much...
Maybe i juz dun have the talent to do anything...
Maybe i shld juz gif up on everything..
Maybe i shld juz relax..
Maybe i shld look on the bright side of life...
Maybe i shld be optimistic..
Maybe i'm juz stupid..
Maybe i'm juz a idiot..
Maybe i juz born this way...
Maybe i shld juz forget abt everything...
Maybe I’m juz selfish..
Maybe I juz care abt myself..
Maybe I aren’t reali a good frenz…
Maybe I juz not me..
Maybe i'm juz not worth for anything..
Maybe i'm juz overreacting..
Maybe i'm juz too sensitive..

My teammates gif me encouragement which i thk i'm not worth to have...

Thanks Ah bin(aiai) my captain during my shao nian bei for her encouargement...
Thanks Pinky(nu er)controller for giving me good passes to allow me to perform..
Thanks Juli(da ge) my center for her fantastic defence of center that is so much taller than her..
Thanks Yunya for changing to a power forward which she shldn't as she is a gd shooter
Thanks Ah lao my power forward for getting rebound..
Thanks Bao zhen for her spirit and it motivate us..
Thanks rabbit for helping us in her enthusiasm in attacking and defending..
Thanks Lizhen(qing ren)helping us in her shooting..
Thanks Shao hua(ah mei) for attacking and remembering u score ur double digit in a match :D
Thanks Xin ying for helping us in controlling and never say die spirit(have more confident next yr k)..
Thanks Huisan fro helping my nu er to control and always remember the time u cut 5 opponent..
Thankz all suportor that came to support us..
Thanks everyone for the hardwork and thanks for encouraging me when i'm nt worth..
This yr Shao nian bei is a memories and it is over...
Forcus on nxt yr ba..
Jiayou everyone and remember practice make perfect so go for training everyone..
B4 u regret..
I'll juz pray for u all :D..

Hmm today got a test ECM..hai din reali study die liao...
Den juz noe we pass or fail for MMWD and SCM... Oni noe tt both pass...
Hope i got a gd pass...

I suddenly felt so stress abt everything...
May it be for study or for basketball or for frenz...
duno why i suddenly felt i have no space for air..
Everything was like falling on me in one shot and i'll struggling to support it...

Holiday is coming but i juz feel the mood of having fun...
Sumtime i juz regret wat i did...
But time can't be reverse...
Sumtime u juz do it without realising the consequences...
After u realised everything is like too late..
You want to explain, u need to explain but u juz duno how to explain...
And the misunderstanding juz goes on and on..
w/o the other party realising that it is actuali a misunderstanding..

Hai..lan zhong aso coming le...Dun reali have the confident to play..
Thk i'm juz not cut to be in chong ghee..
Which it seems liek the youngest most potential club....
But i dun deny it is reali honour to be in this club...
And i love this club...
I reali hope that i can excel and as a team we fight and remain as frenz foreva..
Love u guys love u chong ghee

Today is a day that happen so much things...
Jh injured her knee again..
Thk she is very sad..can c from her reaction..
and thk she is acting 2 be feeling beta but go hm and sad herself
If u are reading dun sad k..*smilez*
but don't blame urself coz the injury is nt u wan de..
Juz relax and let it heal..
ppl always tell me a hapi person heals its wound faster..

Another is my laogong, Gh, duno wat happen to her...
She like feeling so down and sad...
Noe she is upset ova....(a secret)
Laogong if u are reading..dun sad le k.. *Smilez*
We'll alalys be by ur side..dun scared k..

Seeing frenz like this makes me heartach..
Sumtime we know dey are sad..
But we juz duno hw to appoarch dem in a gd and beta way..
Sumtime i juz hope no1 even have problems adn everything will be so peaceful...
This way life is easier to live and walk...