today early afternoon go out le..
wan go out b4 mama come back..haha
den kor kor come back..
lucky he nv see my leg injury coz i wear berms..

den went take 853 go yishun mit JH eat :)
i limp my way to northpt den ppl keep looking at me lo..
so guai...
den wanted to withdraw $ but queue very de long...
So decided to juz go up mit JH ist...
In teh end we cantn finish teh ice cream haha...

den after tt went PS mit papa dey all lo..
den we went take foto haha
so stupid lo so mani ppl in 1 foto..
den we went chong ghee dinner lo..

stupid lo...we play "zhong ji mi ma"
den saded at ist keep on "zhong"
haha in teh end LG drink the most so kelian ..
after that went to gwen hse lo...
go her hse slack and slp haha...
so shuai to slp lo :)

so sad..tml will be our last match and i wun be able to played...
hmm..nvm haha i will be a strong ger..hope we will win :)
aljunied small team jia you too :)

AH.....SIAN ARZ....

At ist i playing happily at HKE..so stupid lo haha
den rain..we played in the rain..luff until siao
den went ova to yuhua play...
at ist play play play nothing happen..
den as i played my last match b4 i go
i injured my knee..so sian..
No one touched me haha i heard "pa..pa" den i noe die le..
haha den i still roll here roll dere..
so sad cannt move..pain arz..

den ah gwen bring me go her dere "tui" lo..
so "yang" lo..haha stupid lo..
But quite good coz "tui" le den an walk le..

Haha reach hm mama din see lo..
den i early morning the other day go out le haha..
kor kor aso din see..
haha i so heng lo..

I juz felt everything is different...
we are not even frenz now...
I duno how to start our frenzship again...
i'm sori coz i noe i hurt u b4 but i din do it on purpose...
can u juz treat me like u treat me b4?
wHY CAN'T WE JUZ BE FRENZ?
I do not know how to tell u..
It have been so long
but u dun seem to be able to treat me as a frenz..
I do not know wat i shld do?
I tried but i juz duno but felt u dun even wan to tok to me..
It is not the ist time..
Once u din tok to me too..
but i took the initiative to maintain our frenzship
and indeed u tok to me..not becoz u wanted...
Is becoz a frenz ask u to..
but it seems like now i dun dare anymore...
I duno hu i can turn to...and i dun wish to tell u...
Will u be my frenz again?

Anyone reading this section..dun thk too much...
It is not of anyone of u all...
and not anyone that u all noe...
so plz dun be too sensitive ..
i juz want to write out everything...
juz hope this way i can feel betz..
coz it is sad to noe tt person and tt person treat as if transparent..

Hai~~~!!!!
ppl ard me seem to fall out of relationship...
it is reali sad to see that..
I hope all of my frenz will stay happy 4eva...
I hope no one will be sad...

Relationship is freaking me out..
Love is freaking me out...
Is there reali love in a relationship?
What is a relationship for?
For u to feel love? For u to feel secure?
For u to feel care? For u to feel Concern?
Haha all this are naive thking...

A relationship brings u saddness...
A relationship brings u hurt...
A relationship bring u heart-break...
A relationship fills u wif sorrow...
A relationship fills u wif trouble..
Wat is good in it?

When will i dare to step in again?
I felt it is hell in a relationship...
I dun believe anyone anymore...
I dun belive in promises anymore...
All are juz empty promises...W/o sincerity..

U gif in 100% but in the end u get tears...
Thk NOW... IZZIT WORTH IT??
My mother once told me believe in urself..
Now i realised..only u love urself most...
Only u wun hurt urself...
And now i have found one thing
that will not leave me as long as i hold on to it...
I love it and hope it love me too...
Basketball will always be the number one in my life..

A relationship brings u away from frenz too..
and frenz leave u becoz of rejection too...
relationship brings nth but trouble..

Are promises really made to be broken?
Are promises reali meant to be broken?
Do we reali have to break promises?

If it is so..den y do we make promises?
It is like all empty promises...
Den wat r promises for?
Izzit for one person to hurt another person?
Dun dey thk it is idiotic to make a promises that dey cannt keep?

Ppl always say dey promise this and that..
BUt did dey do everything dey promise?
Empty promise gives nth but hurt feeling...
Gives nth but saddness..
Gives nth absolutely nth..

Plz dun promise thing and say u will keep ur promises..
I have heard too much of ppl breaking promises...
Dun u noe promises are made to break ppl's heart...
So plz dun promises anything coz no1 can keep it..

Hmm..now getting ready to go sch le..
Going to take my ist exam of this sem..
My fave subject accounts...
But i dun feel secured..
I'm scared that i wun be able to do well...

I studied but dun thk i have understand...
Hope that God will have favour upon me...
May God bless me...
I wish to pass all my subject :)
Esp IDA a subject that i'm most afraid of..
Hope my teacher will help all of us..

Felt that the IDA teacher wasn't happy with me..
I duno..hope i can at least get a E..
a pass and i will be contented...

hmm..today juz finish a crucial match...
Chong Ghee vs Home United
a match that i will always remember..
As i step in as i went on court today..
i was shivering..i was scared..
This is always teh case for woman's open..
i juz can;t play liek shao nian bei...i juz can't open myself up
For the ist time..i open up and played as per normal..
This is the ist time..i played like i was playing shao nian bei

But the ball so stupid lo..
The ist bball lucky de..i unbalance le still can..
Thk i reali very tai kou haha
den 2nd one is got a offensive rebound..
den felt sumeone is behind me dun dare to shoot at ist..
But in teh end try le..
LUcky my 30% underbasket still can make it haha..
den in teh end cheryl told me
is her that is behind me when i was taking the underbasket..
I was liek so stupid scare my own teammate reject me haha
blur blur de ma haha

Although i juz got in 4 pts out of so many pts
and played for a few mins out of so mani mins..
I felt contented today..
at least i have confidence...and i sorry for the mistake i made...
Hope nxt match will be beta..
Hope i will be betz for nxt yr too and of coz ivp...

I hope to prove ah kok wrong too...
And i have decided if he still thk little of me..
i will confront him...
I'm proud to be in chong ghee and
i dun thk chong ghee is weak
till i can't be trusted to play on court for sp..
Jia you all my frenz..
played hard..
ove the game coz it love u too..

need to mug le haha exam coming..wun be able to blog le
haha..so happy..hope all this happy thing wun end..
I want to stay happy always

Finali everythign is over..
Finally i can blog le..
Have been down with so many sickness this 2 weeks
Ist is the stupdi virus in my stomach..
making me pain like hell..
Pain until cannt go sch..
See doctor wasted so much money..
weakling~~!!! me~~!!
Not oni that i missed the match with tangling..
i so mei yong...sick at the wrong time..

The virus in the stomach lasted for 5 days..
And i started to eat haha wen kou lai le..
Those 5 days the most eat 1 meal oni...so mei wei kou
And i eaten my cheese pancake..
Wat i crave for teh past few days when i'm sick
when i tot i'm okie...

The worst came..i'm down with serious rashes..
I have rashes everywhere..luckily not on my face...
It started to spread like no one's buisness..
i looked like i have snake's skin lo...
so er xin...duno wat virus is that..
den din see doc
coz wasted too much $ on seeing doc abt stomach
Now juz pray it wun come back..
now oni occasionally abit rashes oni..

Den after rashes...i started to sneeze...
FLU CAME~~!!
idiot lo..this 2 weeks i am so weak..
hope can get well b4 nxt match..
Finali i can sit in front of teh com..feeling much beta..
Finali can blog le haha
Those 2 weeks is hell for me..
Proj and illness keep coming..
still have to stay up late....
sad ger..
Den sick aso cannot play bball..
haven been touching and playing serious bball le haha
I'm back :)
haha but............................
everything is over...haha juz need to prepare for exam..
Hope i can pass my IDA..
God bless~~!!
u..whoo...............yeah...so so happy haha

hmm juz finish a presentation...
This few days so busy wiwth proj....
Seem overwhelmed by it but still can take it :)
Hope everything will be over soon....
Hope everything will juz be fine...
Today training again..so sian lo...
See his face and boring training lo...

Last training he scolded me lo...
So angry and can't be bother...
Den coz we oni got 9 player he joined in our 5 on 5...
He help defence until too much le lo..
until me n haixin in front defence 3 person
which is all shooter lo... :(
haha den he say sorry...like so shuai lo...

duno shld i look forward to training or shld i not

Hmm haven been blogging for long..
Haven been online for very long le :D
haha...now in clz nth to do..so decided to blog..

We have finish my 2nd round ist match le...
We won~~~!!
tanglin and home united looks strong...
But i got confidence in my teammates..they can do it manz ~~!!
CHONG GHEE JIAYOU~~!!...

Hope everything will juz be the same...
Hope i can juz lead the same old life...
Hope i can improved...
Trying to try everynite @ my court...
Duno if its of any use...

This few days hope i can relax...
Duwan feel so stress anymore...
Wan to enjoy the feeling of freedom...
wan to enjoy the feeling of being special...

Hmm ytd went to play bball @ bishan den went over to guang yang..
Den seen my frenz twins..
They like photocopy out de lo..
I was very tired..reali cannt move le lo...

Den went long john study in the end play n talk haha...
Duno howt o manage this sat acccts test..
Hope it will be a easy test lo...

Today morning MMWD exam..
but export my movie half way oni..
saded like this thk 3 to 4 marks gone :(
haha nvm la..hope can do well can le..

Lata going home..thk laogong coming my hse...
Hmm lata study again..
like so sian everything like so dead de haha...
standard living lifestyle..
But we have to live on...juz have to live on..