Hmm…this few days..a lot of things happen ba…
Duno how to face duwan to face…
Juz let nature take course ba…
Everything can be solved regardless of wat…

Hu wun wan to be loved..
Hu wun wan to be pampered..
Hu wun wan to be hugged..
Hu wun wan to be cared for..
Hu wun wan to be doted..
But hu can i find or hu shld i find...
hu shld i trusted? hu shld i loved?

suddenly saw sum pictures and started to thk too far...
Maybe i am thking too much...
I thk i'm juz not strong in maintaining a relationship...

I duno how to loved a person in the best way ..
I duno wat is good...
I duno wat is bad..
I juz duno wat to do...

Izzit wrong to want sumone to love u...
Izzit wrong to want sumone to dote u...
Izzit wrong to want sumone to care for u ...
Izzit wrong to want sumone to hug u...
Izzit wrong to want sumone to pamper u..

All i wan is sumone to love me..
All i wan is sumone to care abt me..
All i wan is sumone to dote on me..
All i wan is sumone to hug me..
All i wan is sumone for me to depend on..
All i wan is sumone that will always be there..
All i wan is sumone will lend me a shoulder when i'm sad..
All i wan is this am i asking too much?

Thk i'm juz too demanding...
Thk i'm juz too childish...
Thk i'm juz too naive...
Thk i'm juz too unreasonable..
Thk i'm juz too not understanding...
Thk i'm juz worth nothing...

There's juz nothing i can do well...
There's juz nothing...nothing...

Wat is stress..
Wat is pressure...
Wat is love...
Wat is promise...
Wat is care...
Wat is concern..
Wat is replationship..
Wat is like..
Wat is admire...
Wat is it that u understand....

Dun say u noe me..
Dun say u understand me..
Dun say u can do wat u say....
Dun say u love me...
Dun say u admire me..
Dun say u promise me...
Dun say u will give in...
Dun say u dun mind...
Dun say u r sad...
Dun say u r confused...

I'm unreasonable..
I'm irritating..
I'm a idiot...
I'm a moron...
I'm not at all understanding..
I'm not at all patient..
I'm not worth to be loved..
I'm not worth to be care abt...
I'm too complicated..
Im too different..

Wat am i thking...i duno too dun ask me coz i wun noe..
If i noe i wun be confused..
If i noe i wun be sad..
If i noe all problems are solved..
If i noe..if i can noe....i wun be most delighted...
But the point is i duno...

hmm...so long nv blog le....
change the URL for a beta...
hope everything will be fine and i wun feel so stress...

Sat work injured my knee again....
so thk i gota wait until duno when for it to heal ba...
and tt stupid coach sure say i hou gai de...
hai...sad...gota be look down by him again....

And plz dun press me for a ans...
i say i am not ready for a relationship means i'm not ready..
and i duno when i will be ready...
i'm tired...maybe i fated to stay single...

and he sms me...i'm so shock...
he actuali take initiative to sms me..
this is not teh ist time le...
hmm..actuali quite hapi to see his sms...
duno why..
have i put down this relationship...
maybe not maybe yes....
but i will not go into another....
until a suitable one come by..

Hu will be my mr right....

today exam...coz of sickness...i keep on rest...
din study but still try luck ba...
feeling vert stress and tired....

Finalli exam is ova but not hapi at all..
i was down wif serious flu..
tt now i even have difficulties in hu xi...
very chuan like gg diu qi anything..
heart will pain aso maybe becoz lack of oxygen..

Sian arz..den holiday le aso cannt play bball...
coz my leg still cannt ran...
be guai ba after a wk den go try out ba...
Dun feel a bit of relax...
or rather i felt tense up...and tired of everything...

Life like that..
wat can i do...
juz smilez and hope everythign gets ova...

Hmm today went to see doctor..
den reali fever lo saded..den mama dun let me go out..
Rot at home until sian..
Den dey pack the house lo..while i study
So sian lo dey went HKE play and I cannt ..

haha but din reali study coz actuali quite tired..
very weak aso coz sick ba...
I like very weak lehz..saded...
Hope tml will feel beta coz exam ma..trying to study ...
Hope it make some sense in my studying...

haha hope i can do well for my exam...
But dun thk so coz ecm and scm ruin by my fever..
haha den econs and accts not reali confident..nvm la..everything pass can le :)

Hmm..went to exam early in teh morning..
actuali wanted to study on teh way...
but i stone teh whole journey...
i felt so uncomfortable and cannt study...
lata sure die..all i can use is my knowledge of my ist ca1

after that so cold lo...after exam went to town...
feeling wasn't very good..
reach hm le immdiately slp le..
den wake up head hot hot de...
fever le...sian arz..so long nv sick le..
den all sickness come find me inthis 3 weeks..

ist is stomach duno wat virus...follow by rashes...
den flu...den hao for few days...injured my knee...
den now fever and flu...hai..wats nxt...
sian arz...

Hmm..the day finali came..
haha our last match for woman's open...
So nervous...haha but i wun be playing la...
den ah bin like so kelian..
fever still have to play....

but in the end we still won haha by 40 :)
so happi..at least got a forth le
b4 we go eat..aljunied small team won by 6 lo..
but it's just the starting haha..
den we went coffee shop to take away lo...

Come back so hapi..3rd qurt and
aljunied small team is leading by i thk near 10
den as we eat we cheer..haha so excited...
pauling so calm lo..haha and in teh end maintained teh score...
so so hapi.tt we cheered when teh shot clock goes to zero

yeah..now we got 3rd le..coz aljunied small team won..
nxt is home united vs aljunied big team..
another match that will help us..
if aljunied won we got 2nd..
so today we cheered for aljunied teams..

and indeed aljunied won home united by a little...
haha so so happi...we got 2nd...
and we got cash 40 each..
haha yeah....but juz realised i din sudy for my test..
and b4 i slp i got a fright..coz i realised whr is my poster...
saded..lose aso..got 2nd but poster lost and exam din study..
plus knee injury..