Hmm so excited..christmas i got sp chalet...
Juz finish a fun time..New yr is coming...
have real great fun @ teh chalet...
Got to noe dem beta :)
hope there will be more bonding betn us...
And we can do well in IVP..
Hope i'm ready n okie for it :)

Tml hope will be a fun time :)
Gg marina bay eat den after tt go fisherman village...
muz eat alot alot until cannt move haha
Den count down haha and of coz can go ah bird hse :)
Coz ah bird hse so near..
Hope we can have a fun time... :)

Hmm...since she insist dere is nth i can do... I duno wad more can i do... Coz if i were her i will be so sad... further more is a new fone..A NEW FONE!! hMM..NW , thkign if i shld get a mp3 for myself.. $99 is not a lot but not very little aso..
thk i shld jzu wait for anotehr yr la..
no mp3 wun die :)

Hai..den now proj come liao..
so fast la..
ist few weeks of the term oni...All proj grp
Den discuss abt project le..sian ar..
i still like in holiday mood...
Die la cannt..thk i this sem very slack..
slack until cannt arz...

My leg muscle is cuming back..
Hope it can help my knee..
Reali hope i can play IVP...
If i cant i will be damn sad la n thk i'll juz cry
Haha...kidding la...thk my leg shld be ok ok le..
Maybe start running den 2 to 3 weeks den start training le ba

Hope everything will juz come fine for me..
A new yr a new start for me ba..
Hope i will stay happy always :)
Yeah...and everyone out dere...
stay happi too k...happiness is within ur reach...
Juz put everything bad behind you...We need to move foward so juz look at future n now but not the pas

Now having lesson...
So tired...so sian....
HAi...ytd was a bad day man....
Hope i can get things done as soon as possible...
I noe she will juz die one day w/o fone...
Further more is her new fone ba....
I will see what i can do ba...

Hmm seen the sin seh oready....
Hai...muscle plus near side ligament infection...
tts the reason y i stil cant squat..
And haha i have to wait for 2 months...
Nvm after 2 months i will be the ah gu again...
Lucky nth happen to my knee...

But thk i will still go training and train my physical...
i cannt lose out :)....
I wan to play in IVP and i wan SP to win...
I have faith in thing team...
As a team we will fight and win the title....

hmm...haha now in sch sian arz..no lesson...
teacher mc aso wun say earlier..
now in clz do nth with bro (amy)...
Now i'm facing the stupid com..

wan surf net aso nth to do...
wan go play bball aso cannt play...
all i can do is blog haha...coz i reali nth to do...

Hope after ths time i wun have to go see tt sin seh again...
This will be my last time...
I wan to be in my Best for IVP...
I want to win..i wan to prove others wrong
I want to help SP with all my might wif all i can...
Even tis may be my last IVP..i wun regret...
Jiayou ba jiayou :)

Hmm..actuali i duno wat i want in life..
Actuali i scared to neo wat i want..
Actuali i'm scared that once again my love will be taken away..
I duno..scared to want wat i wan..
but duno can i get wat i wan...
I'm scared to wan it too....
will it be too stressed...
I aso duno wat i wan...
Do i reali wan it or juz becoz i wanted sumting else...
Am i too selfish...
haix hmm..duno juz let nature take course ba...
Wat is mend to be urs will be urs eventually..
If it is meant to be...shld i believe fate or not...
Actuali not i scared to believe in eveything....
It is like it can come so fast and leave so fast...
hmm... *smilez*

Today went BH see dem play bball :) ...
And JH cried...and of coz is abt her knee...
Noe it is sad to be not able to play...
I duno how u feel....u noe ur feeling the best...
Dun say everything is ur fault...
Everything is fated..
is not becoz it is u den it happen tis way k...
Dun cry anymore...
MAybe i can oni tell u not to thk...
Noe it is hard...but try it so that u wun regret rite..
It is ur decision..we will support ur every decision....
If u thk it is okie it is rite..go ahead k :)
We are there k :) my last yr IVP waiting to play wif u wor :)
Make my last yr worthy k :)

Hmm...this few days quite happi...
But felt smt was missing...
Ytd saw him at somerset....
Hmm duno wat is my feeling..he was wif a ger...
Haha actuali reali duno wat and how am i feeling...
but now i decided to not care abt it..
haha today is 7th wor..haha
I'm happy so stay hapi lorz...

Hmm..looking forward to sch reopening...
Wanted to study teh course i choose...
Thk is time for me to study le ba..
Thk i shld juz concentrate on study and not other things...
Maybe my injury is a sign to ask me to study...
maybe i shld juz rest..
maybe i shldnt touch bball this few weeks le...

i REALI MISS TEH TIME WHR I CAN PLAY BBALL THE WHOLE DAY...
haha reali miss dem manz..play from morning till nite...
Thk b4 i use too much of my energy ba..
that's y i need to rest now..haha
Reali hope i can make it for feb IVP...
Hoep that coach wun take me out...
I want to play and help SP to win..

But thk back..
haha every yr... i will lose one of my love in life...
Each yr one of ly love will eb taken away from me..
so saded lar.. haha..
hao le hao le..:) haha i dun say le :)

Hmm....i was so hapi when i went training on sat...
i ran the whole SP and do some physical...
Want to keep myself fit..
So hapi lor..in teh end i played 5 on 5..
Without tape summore...

After that we went HKE play bball...
I of coz tape my leg le lo..
den i team wif Shan, emily and a keep changing player..
Haha quite enjoy playing wif dem..
After that we went to eat lo :)

The happy day ended....coz juz one more day...
I went to amkcc play bball...
i tot i was okie coz my leg was not pain or restricting at all...
but when i did a jump shot..
i landed on teh floor and tts it...
It was actuali very pain....
Pain until i stand up walk my knee aso no strength..

Den my stupid son carry me up suddenly lar..
Stupid lar..make me so pai seh...
Den ice my knee lor..
Den at least beta..can walk lor...
Wanted to stay happy...

Coz i'm reali sad to see teh 2 good frenz quarrel....
I duno how i can help...
I aso duno whether shld i help....
But i dun want to see both of dem sad becoz of each other...
I noe both of dem treasure each other in their heart..
U all care for each other alot..but y u all duwan show it..
Hope u all can be good frenz again...
Dunwan see u all sad..
U all sad i sad...

HMm..duno wat i'm thking...
i;m thking and thking...
Dun reali noe wat i want...
Dun reali dare to do wat i want...
Dun reali wan to do wat i thk...
Am i tking rite?

I duno if wat i thking is rite...
I dun dare to thk more..
The more i thk..the more fan i am...
But wat i thk doesn't fit wat i'm told..
i'm sumtime very confused....

I duno how i shld feel...
I duno how i shld react...
Can sumone tell me...
I dun trust my feeling anymore...
Coz i can't feel.....
i can't feel wat i'm thking is rite..
I dun wish to thk anymore....