Found out sumthing tt i dun wish to find out...
Knew sumthing that i dun wish to know..
Shld i thk the way i thought
Not oni i thk this way..
Other do too....

Was quite disappointed...But nvm is okie..
Learned sumthing....

My Meimei dun be sad k....
Yupz know the bag got alot of thing..
God wallet got discman, hp, n alot of t-shirt...
But yupz nvm k..
Oready lost le nth u can do..
I'll try ta get a new bag for u k..
YUpz discman i can lend u..yupz...
So dun be sad..
And dun thk too much k...
Thking slot is not a gd idea..
This is wat i've learnt..
YUpz...


Everyone do take care...yupz...take gd care k..
so u can do the thing u love..dun let it be juz once loved..
But take care so tt it can be ur 4eva love

Early in the morning..
i was to early to go sch...
So i decided to juz leave something in my blog...

I'm so bo liao..
Yupz..and laogong dun be so silly huh....
Remember i'll always be there when u need me k :)
Yupz....Jiayou k

And IVP is getting near yet i'm still limping..
I'm afraid...juz scared..
But i'll be ready for NYP...
Yeah!!!

A blog juz for you..
It contained all i wanna tell you..
Baby i'm sori...Baby i'm reali sori...
Feel like walking to you to hug you..
Feel like seeing you every minute every second..
Feel like juz looking at you..
All this is juz enough...
Contented with wat i have...
Shouldn't ask for more...
Baby i'm sori..Baby i'm reali sori
Coz i noe having you will juz be having everything..
I wanna noe your everything..
I wanna have your everything...
I will do as wat i told you...
You can scold me you can beat me u can do anything..
But Plz juz dun dun care abt me...

Meaningful hor..this song is sososo meaningful that i wan to put in in my blog.
I love this song manz :)
PPl reading dun thk too much hor... ^_^
Juz simply love this song...
And i thk i li hai ...wahahaha

Never Be Replaced

[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you foreverI
wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses

I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you goI
think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

Haha today is my airen bday...Hapi 19th bday wor :)
Wish u all teh best in wateva u do..
and aso all the best wif ur u noe :) bai tou dao lao :)
Went to cini to eat..yupz... And took neo print :)
Haha so stupid la the neoprint session...

Hmm den after tt we went to chomp chomp eat...
Eat dinner..
i was oready very hungry when we reach we ordered food..
Haha the food was so nice la...
Den the drink stall auntie very nice to us ...
all thanz to my cute bday Da Ge(cheong)..

Haha den cheong n jie hao siao de...
Dey pia the drink those very big de sugar cane...
Haha see dem drink very zhang la...
The 2 of dem always play this kind of stupid thing :)

This nite's dinner is to celebrate my Bro(amy)
Da GE(cheong) and aso wei lIn bday :)
At nite den we cut the cut..
Den left 3 cake play zhong ji mi ma..
Haha 2 out of 3 tio..cheong and amy..
And the last one was eaten by jin hui...

Haha den dennis, pin le, wilson and weiyong siao de haha
Dey all "ta" thk abt 10 bottle of beer..
Den all like siao siao le except dennis haha
It was a enjoyabl nite man :) haha
Hope all teh bday ger and boys had enjoy :)

hmm..i went to see sin seh ...
I was so scared..hope i'l be comforted as all of u had come.
Sumhow i stil feel sumthing is lacking...
But indeed my fenz have comforted me..

The sin seh say this time round is very serious...
I lie down and
he ask me try to use my knee to touch my stomach..
den while i was trying he suddenly pus my leg
So pain la..i cry until waulala...
It was so pain..den put needle sumore..
The feeling was bad..and at the moment i miss sumthing

Lucky all my frenz was there to comfort me..
An at the interchange dey tried carrying me..
I was so malu la.. YUpz..
And thanz frenz..reali a big thank you...
Thank you sisters(gwen and shao hua)..
thanks pts(cheryl)..
thanz nan yong(jin hui)..
and also than laogong (Guan Hong) :)
Is great to have u all by my side :)

Hmm..now in class...
This morning wake up actuali duwan come sch...
but in the end still came..
The process of walking to school is so pain..
I now sit down aso pain...
Thk this ime quite jia liat...
Hope by IVP i can recover ba..
Thk this time go see sin seh will be very pain..
Coz now sit down will be pain le..
This is teh worst injured of my knee i suppose..
Coz pain until sit down aso pain...
Walk pain til can cry...

Juz now go clz....Coz i very slow..
Den gg late le..
Bro carry me up the stair lo...
I so shy... *^_^*
haha..lata fifth floor thk she carrying me again haha

Hmm..My confidence and pride is back...
But once again i fall flat on the ground...
My love distant from me once again...
But...................

I'm hapi..i;m not sad over my injury...
At least b4 i injured i got to play like b4...
I played like i'm a normal person w/o injury..
I can chiong..and i can jump...
I cept a lot of ball and i got rebound and i defence like b4..
The agreesive me is back...
I'm contented at least i noe i can play if i nv injured...

Bird say that i can play IVP le...
Provided i did not injure AGAIN!!
But how i played til so normal that i'm actuali injured...
I forgot and land completely on mu injured knee...
Till it cant take it....

Actuali it hurts alot..
Hurt till is those i cant take it...
Its very pain..but i can ren...
Coz i was hapi..
My happiness overwhelmed my painfulness...
I knew i cant play for the time being but i noe i'll recover..
And once again the AH GU will be back..

Ppl may thk i'll be sad..
Indeed i'm sad i'm in pain...
My knee swollen like duno wat...
Today i wake up i tot i can walk like normal a bit..
but i was wrong..
I cant even move..
The moment i step out and try to walk i fall on the floor...
It was pain..MOre painful den b4..
eACH step i take is so pain that
it remind me of the scene of how i injured..
It was actuali scary...
I cant descibe the pain...
I do not noe if i shld be hapi or sad....
A month more and i shall be back on court regardless wat...
I muz play against NYP...
I will not regret even if i injured during the match...
COz my aim is to win dem and got into the Final..
YUp...my dream muz come true...
I shall be good ger again and study for teh time being ba..

Hmm...i went training and i played bball once again....
But i'm scared to chiong iike i usuali do le..
Haha muz learn to assist le...
If not i thk i can as well warm my bench..

I noe IVP is staring...
The team is out..
I reali hope we can acheive sumthing...
but this year i'm sad that i cant contribute much...
Yupz..juz cheer loud loud :) can play den play ba...
Ya.. :)

Hmm....met him today...
He came to my hse here mit me....
He gave me sumthing....
I duno why quite affected....

I felt weird toking to him...
And he kip asking if i'm attached and i noe he's not...
He kip on reminding me abt the past...
He dyed his hair green...
and he is sharp enuff to realised i got another ear hole...
he rem i loved stars and gave me a big star..
He rem i loved dolphine and got me a dolphine ear-ring..
He make me rem all he told me...
He make me thk back to the past...

Memories kip flashing back...
Everything can be thrown away but not memories...
Memories will juz remain in your mind and heart foreva...
Why am i so affected...

I shldnt be affected...
I muz be contented with wat i have now...
What i shld do is treasure wat i have now....

Once i let go..i shld let go completely....
Haiz...but the weak me is juz so affected...
The minute i saw him i cant control....
When he told me his Gd frenz broke off with his GF too...
I kip thking that we had broken off too...
And tears welled in my eyes without me knowing
Hmm..am i affected or juz tired...
I duno...

the usual phrase that we end our sms in the past
"Gd nite, miss u love u take care sweet dreamz"

i'm hapi i'm hapi i'm sososososososo hapi :)
Wanna noe wat? excited to noe y..
I'm so excited until i cant slp....
Too hapi to close my eyes....

I had my ist training after my injury :)
I done layup ..although in a weird way but hapi :)
And in the end i did defence and attack half court :)
Lastly the most exciting part
I played 5 on 5 full-court

And in my team i played center :)
center wor...center lehz :)
wahahahaha~~~~!!!!!
And i'm so hapi..i got in my ist 3 point :)...
I felt so great seeing the ball went in...
I got rebound...
I started fast break....
I cut and shoot and denfence :)
I was last man..i stop the ball...i assit...
whoa~~!!!
I'm juz tootootootoo hapi :)

Wahahaha~~!!!!
I shall take care becoz i shld started so early...
I will take care becoz i wanted to be in my best condition..
To play the IVP.... :)
ANd the team is out...and yeah~~!!!
No. 13 is MINE~~!!!
SOSOSOS HAPI....
Hapi until i cant take it le :)
WHao whao whao yeah~~~!!!!!

Hmm...a new yr a new start..
Hope everything will be fine for me this yr :)
wats over is over :)

Is not i dun care for u..
Is not i dunwan pei u...
But wat i wan to get across is i'll care for u..
But of coz not ova doing it..
I' a person hu like to have fun ...
U shld noe....

Smt ppl need space..
I nd my space too..
U shld noe i can i 'll pei u...
But when having fun everyone have fun tgt...
Tt nite i nv go down coz i'm lazy and aso...
Dey need me to play majong wif dem..
Dey have not enuff player..
Cards aso teh same things..we play thing u dun...
Dey need me as a player..tts y i stayed in them...

And do u noe i'm stress each time u cry ova me..
Coz i find no reason...
If u say u need me every min n sec..den wat abt others...
Wat i'm trying to say is..
Asking dun thk too much.
and i dun pei u doesnt mean i dun care abt u

Yes i promise u to tell u all my things...
But i hope u understand...
U r being pocessive and too much until i cant take it sumtime..
u r restricting my life outside...
I';m not reprimanding u or stuff..
Dun thk too much..
juz wan u to understand how i feel...

I nv say dun care u k..
and u r foreva my precious mei k...
But i juz trying to say u try to lead ur own life aso k :)
Dun revolve urself too much ard me..dere r others too...

And seriously abt 3th jan miting..
i reali thk u r tired coz u ton on fri and sat sun work..
Tts y doesnt wan to mafan u..
wan to rest at home..
and there u go thking too much say if its teh past it wld not be like this
Let me tell u it will be k..
coz i wan u too rest well for sch...

And now if u thk i dun care abt u ..
u r wrong k...I'll foreva care for u k...
and i'll ty to be by ur side but try not to pressure me too much k..
Coz i' too much to handle..
U understand??

I noe u will..hope after reading this u will understand me more..
Not peiing u not siting by ur side is not becoz i dun care
Sumtime dere is reason..and try to join in the fun...
When we are suppose to have fun...
Have fun the way u wan..k :)
*smilez*
Sista forever k :)