Finali all my test ended except left 1 la.
Report writing..
I suddenly felt v relieve that i need nt study til can die.
Thk my FMKT can die..sure fail ba..
At least econs is a little bit beta.

25th juz pass..actuali is go watch match in sp de..
In the end went skcc play bball...
Got a suddenly feeling of playing bball..
Sori laogong nt purposely de reali..
108 is reali too far for me..
And tt day i promise my mama go hm eat dinner..
if i go 108 play awhile den i need go hm le
Yup...sori....all i can say is sori ba...

I super super tired 2day..
I went to the usual company coz 2day they move house..
They moved from centerpt to near raffles city dere..
The room now is bigger and better...
i worked 4 13 hrs la..i'm so tired..
Direct teh worker to put teh tavle n chairs...
Arranging teh tables n chair can kill me manz..

Then i so shy la..The movers of the furniture...
Kip asking for my no. *shy*
But today is a tiring day..Buz til i dinner aso no tim eat.
Today is a gd experience..i felt like a operating manager :)
Coz i'm the operating manager's assistence..
Yupz...nxt week hol wk go work after sch again..

Hmm..now gg end of my sem le..
DUno is stress or wat...
Frequently gt headach.den temper lik nt v gd aso...
Kelian de frenz..sori wor..if i ever lose my temper on u all..
Haiz..den like so no entertainment for me..
I dun watch TV de so TV is out..
Songs listen til sian le...
Games is totally out for me..
See computer brings me more headach...
so all i can do is go out.no whr nice 2 go either..
Bball aso cant play v hiong..n i like so meiyong..

Haiz..juz gt back result..not v gd..
BUt hai hao la..IT ma i dun expect much..
My IT always cannt make it de :) haha
Maybe last yr i shld transfer to business...
although now i'm studying more of business la...

Feeling tt alot of test n proj coming up..
This tue SPSS, thur Financial market n fri econs..
Argh~~!!so mani n mostly i dun understand..die le la..
The ISP thing aso muz submit stil duno wat 2 do.
Thk this wk i shld juz miss all my bball..
Since i cant play liek b4 might as well dun play
haha..IVP aso ending soon le..
THk i shld concentrate on studies now..
So unlike my character...

Tuesday nite my clz all gg play mahjong..so fun..
gg cheong sista hse :) haha
Wed gg watch movie..looking forward aso :)
ACtuali tis wk quite a pack wk huh...
But a wk to be look forward aso :)

Tuesday's match jiayou k :) yupz...
SP JIAYOU~!!!

hey gals.....
SP did a good job...esp in defence..
So no regrets k..
Juz put everything behing..
A rain that can juz wash everthing away..
Now our focus is on NYP...
ALthough we lost to ITE its nt the end...
My coach once told me...
U haven even play how do u noe the outcome
nv say u cant when u nv even try..
u r doing wrong to urself..
SO GERS DUN GIF UP!!!!!

Although i cant pysically support u all...
All i can do is mentally support u guys..
U guys rocks k...
Istly....u all juz need confident....
U all got all it have to play a wonderful match...
Juz rem..shooting is all abt confident...

4-debbie
Good job in your defence.reali..
Juz be more confident..u can cut n shoot...
Rem ur a shooter...

5-haixin
My chiobu ar chio bu..Ok la..ur always my shuai ge...
Muz be confident k..
shooting need confident..
if u say ur bball wun get into the basket of coz it wun..
a few miss of teh basket is nth..
Ur a shooter..u need to try n try

6-Yu bing
Hey ger..can see ur trying hard..
Jiayou k..no matter wat nv gif up k
YUpz..u can do it ger

7- wei hui
hey my captain..dun be demoralize..
u did a good job reali..
Everyone make mistake..
if it were me on court i will make more mistake den u
I'm sure...ur a good controller...
U r nt oni our captain u r our PG
So u need to control us wor..
Kao ni le ^_^

8-Peiye
Hey my darling..u play well..
uz try rem the tactic k..
And play ur best during NYP match..
Xin ku ni le our SP 2nd center :)

9-Huiyan (jacob)
Muz becareful hor...
Ur ankle...be sure u will be back on court for NYP..
I'm sure dey need u ^_^..
Its due to ur injury tt ah kok din put u down..
ya do well for ur NYP match k..

10-Birdz
Hmm my ah pa..dun be too sad k..
Thk coz is becoz ah bin too liao jie ur playign type..
Tts y ah kok put u down ya..
Nxt match not teh same le wor..
no CG player as forward..
So jiayou k yupz...NYP match play ur best..
u can do it :)

11-esctacy
U play well..n dun angry le k..
I thk the players dun mind it..
Its not becoz dey dun care...
Its becoz their saddness is more than words can say..
Everyone play their best...
Play even better for NYP match k :) yupz

12-Guan Hong
MY laogong..Ur blue black beta go rub...
haha n xiao xin protect urself k..
Dun let ppl kip elbow u
And u play well during ITE match
I'm so proud of u k :) Reali PROUD..

13-Me
haha juz wish myself will recover soon...

14-Yee Leng (ah bun)
Hey my chiobu mei nu..Dun sad sad k..
Dun thk too much..
I wan my meinu kip smiling de..
NXt yr we jiayou k..
after IVP we go play bball tgt k ..
U r still young wor..

15-Angela(zhi piu)
Our one n oni center..
ahha xin ku ni le..rebound kao ni le..
U did a good job wor..
Reali..ia you k..
The match wif NYP play even better ^_^

bECCA..
thanz for being around..although u cannt play
This way we lost a gd center but nvm..
We still try...Thanz...once a teammate always a teamate
Do take care of ur back k :)

Jinhui..
Thanz for being around too..
Ya..ur bananna too reali gif us energy..
ALthough a bit not enuff energy but nvm NYP tt match will have..
And do take care of ur leg...yupz
Waitign for u to come back nxt yr :)

SP rulez man..u all reali rock my world
U all are the best k..rem..
NO pressure no Fear..Juz play ur very best.
Nothing is impossible..
No matter wat others say..
no matter how people see..
we juz play like normal..Juz do our best..
This way we have no regrets..at least we try..

Happy birthday everyone..today is ren re :)
chu qi le wor..so fast..time reali flies..
Chinese new year gg end soon le..

Today we got to noe the elective we got in...
I so hapi i got into the independent study de..
The course quite difficult to get in average B..
I'm so happy that i qualify :)
But duno wat to do..haha
I thk this sem i wun be able to do well..
My result was like quite not gd..
Hope i can do better :)

Nxt is the thing i'm v excited over...
IVP..our ist match...
Got to court to warm up v early...
our team started to warm up..
I lay-up..i actuali lay-up..
Sumhow the feelign make me feel strange..
I felt bball was like a stranger 2 me..
Duno why..it seems 2 have drifted apart from me..
I was hoping to play..
However yet..i'm very scared..
So scared in my heart..hoping i can juz warm the bench...
But teh other hand..v bu gan xin..
since i warm up le...
In the end ah kok din put me down..
He looked at my leg n look away..
I noe myself..i still in the condition to play..
My knee is still v weak..
Anytime it will be injured again..

Duno y felt quite irritated today...
Was quite moody but duno for wat..
I duno why am i feeling tt way..
I'm v glad that SP have won...
However..i got a feeling of a turtle..
A turtle that like to curl inside the shell...
I felt so meiyoung..so weak...so cannt do anything
I'm happy but teh happy juz cant come out..
Sumtime trying to b strong is nt a good thing..
Maybe sumtime i shld b weak n depend on sumone..
But everythign will be juz fine hu ask me injured..haha
Ben dan me ....

Waiting 4 lan zhong..
Sitting dere looking at my own sch team play..
I can do anything to help..
I cant contribute..I may bot be gd...
However i will nv say die...I nv gif up in a match...
My coach once say..nothing is set not til the end of the game..
We muz trust each other...
We muz trust our teammate..
Basketball is a team game..not a individual game..
Hence i believe..i can help my teammate this way..
Provided i'm alrite..i'll help all i can..

I miss the time of my shao nian bei..
WHen everyone was so ping..
Playing our best..helping each other in defence..
When ah bin was not around..
The team play even harder.The time was so memorable...
The time when i was teh ah gu...
can cut can shoot can get rebound can fast break..
The ah gu that fast break...CHIONG!!
haha now cannt chiong le..wan chiong aso so slow..

Lan zhong is coming again..
i duno feeling quite sian..
Looking at ppl play when i cant play my usual self...
The thing tt i once loved so much seem
to be moving further n further away from me
When will it return to me?
But will teh feeling still be the same when it return??
I'm doubting..starting to..

Still thking if i shld play ITE NYP..
But thking tt ah kok dun even dare 2 put me down...
Dun thk he'll put me down for the nxt 2 match..
Thur training..
Shld i train?? The more i see the competition...
The more i thk i'm nt worth 2 wear SP jersey..
I juz redundant..a nth in the team...
In Chong Ghee i regain my confident.coz @ least i felt needed
Everytime i step into SP court i felt my redundance...
I was nt needed at all..
A beginner to be specific according 2 ah kok...
When he saw i can shoot he was like so shock..
And thk tt day is juz my luck..
I proved him i can..but my leg pull me down once again..

Hope tml will be a better day..
No point thking..
At least i've not lost all my love...
Tt's the consoling thing..

Treasure when u can..Now i noe..
Life is ironic...full of lies

haha thk back..i dun dare to cook le..
tt time cook le i eat myself..
I vomited..
and nxt day no appitete eat anything..
whole day nv eat..juz vomit oni..

SO jing zhang today ist day of IVp...
I went to train..
I'm stil nt in the condition..
but thk 15th's match will b my oni match..
Thk i'll try if i'm in the condition 2 play 4 nyp
Hope i'll be

Today its not oni IVP..Is Valentine's Day aso...
Wish all couple Hapi Valentine's day
And treasure ur Valentine when u can..
For those single.hapi frenship day :)
Enjoy single sumetime its not gd 2 b tied down..
However couple will feel sweet 2 b tied down.haha

Hey thanz Nelson, wilson, dennis, pinle, n
watermeinan for ur all de flower :)
I love it..
Today is a hapi day 4 all...
*smilez*
wish me luck tml...
Hope nth will happen...

haha...today went out wif mama...
ITs juz so good to go out wif mama..haha
Eat and clotheslike free de...
Went to eat my fave korea food at somerset dere...
ANyone interesting can ask me bring u dere :)

Actuali today suppose to pei mama buy clothes..
IN the end i buy more than her...
Ist new yr clothes shopping...
So excited abt tml..
Going cook dinner for everyone..
hope it turn out to be edible ba :)
If not all eat instant noodle lo haha

Went to skcc before gg ah bun hse on 4th of feb...
maybe i shld go...
I felt i'm so far away from it now..
I thk i shld juz sit dere guai guai...
Kip a distance from it...
maybe i shldn't try..
It hurts to try....
Seeing it..watching it from far..but u cant play wif it...
Lucky i'm far away from oni one of my loved...

After tt went ah bun hse..
starting to make smth..
Hope i can succeed..
haha....den after tt slp awhile i went home...

Went home bath le go out to beach road at 5th of feb...
Brought a bag..
The ist time i saw tt bag i juz have the urge to buy
Thk this is love at first side..
Any other bag after i sw tt bag its juz nt nice at all..

After beach road..
Went to celebrate coach bday after tt..
we went to his hse to gif him a surprise..
Hope he's hapi ba :) haha
Den watch pokemon..but watch awhile den they go le...
So sad..din finish watching...
But nvm...enjoy my day :)

A day full of programme....

Loving sumone is not to pocess that person.
Loving sumone is not to know abt one's everything

Loving sumone is staying by the person side when dey need u..
Loving sumone is doing anything for her without being ask for..

Staying quietly is hard but when the person is sad, dey need quiet moment..
Staying by her side is reasonable, lending a shoulder when needed..

Love is blind
Love is forgiving

Love cant be measured...
Love cant be shown everytime..

Love is like a secret..Sumtime the person like to kip it within their own heart.
Love is like a box, You don't know wat's inside til u open it.

Love is about accomadating and compromising
Love is about all the feeling within yourself

Dun surpress it
But dont overdo it..

Love can be scary when sumone become too pocessive...
Wanting to noe ur every movement
Wanting to know whr u r every min n sec...

Love can be sweet when u receive surprises...
Noeing that sumone care
Knowing that u're being loved

Pros and cons of love...
Choose the way u want it too...
A wrong path will lead to misery...
A right one will lead u too sweet ness :)

*try to understand huh, pro huh*