Hmm..ytd ton at ah bird hse..
actuali wanted to play manjong but in the end din have..
too tired fall aslp le...
Morning woke up le den went bacta my hse...
Eat at my hse den go out le lo..
Went to mit huiling...Take ah bin jersey...
Haha den me n bird went bugis walk walk...
Shopping but in the end nv reali shop haha
den we wenta take bus..
went to teh wrong busstop sumore haha

Den walk back...den reach united sqaure
Tot dere is a underground tunnel in teh end dun have..
But lucky gt shelter go mrt coz its like raining...
Den we walk to Home united court..
i felt chong ghee was more roundy this time..
Hmm..hope bonding willbe gd..
since lan zhong is coming..
Den we start to won up..
Ok finali the match have started..
AT first we were leading i thk 10 over pt..
i was actuali v nervous n qi tai will i be able to play..
Ok my turn came..
I went down and at first i tried to cut but hai my cut stil cannt make it..
Scared..thk its the fear within...Thk i need to overcome...
I thk i can..n im so sad i miss open layup...cry..
Im so disappointed..but stil i convince myself..
I can de its juz becoz i haven reali strenghten my knee..
yeah..gg to strenghten it..and be ready for lan zhong yeah..
jasmine go jasmine go..yeah i can do it..

ALone i cant..so plz i need encouragement

Finali proj is all over...
Left with RWPS a individual work which is beta.
After tt will be exam ..
yeah..hapi...i like siao hor exam aso hapi..
But the stress is all over..
and reali than to sze wee n zhi hao..
thanz ^_^ own u 2 pizza k :)

Quite lost..quite stress...quite sad..
Dun y juz have a mixture of feeling...
Oni wan to play bball..do work..
to distract myself from thking...
The more i thk thk the deeper it goes..
But it juz seep deeper n deeper w/o me myself noeing...
It hurts..reali hurts...my heart hurts..

And I still the ah gu like before..
I have not change.. It hurts to hear tt too…
Ive been trying hard..but thk I can oni try…
Songs that reminds me….
-Feng shou kuai le-
-Tong hua-
Words…
-Loner-
-pasir ris park-

Hmm..haha thk i siao le..
Hmm..hope sem faster finish…
En my work place kip asking me go back…
Haix..so have to go back..
Today gif my collegue a sunflower..
Hope she like it coz she’s leaving harfort le..
Sad..less one person tok wif me pei me eat le ..
But stil I wish her all the best…
Go peiching go ^_^

Injured my knee again..hope it will be fine…
But this time not as serious as beore..
can run n walk juz tt it hurts..
maybe juz ren..tis sat got frenly against home united..
Thk becoz of my injury thki wun play much again..
But ok I understand its for my gd..yupz

Hmm..proj proj proj..everything is proj..
Duno..juz hope exam can end soon..
coz i stil have to work..
If i work and study at the same time v tiring.
so might as well end sch n work...
Exam coming..actuali im quite hapi.
Coz exam finish den im free le..
but i still havto confirm the ISP thing by fri..
thk i die le i dun even noe wat to do lo...

hai den now got teh wsd and mab proj...
was actuali quite stress..
But all thanz to sze wee thk our proj ok le for wsd...
thk i'll have to thank him.

Hope everything will be fine...
Hope i can tu gou everythign :)
Hope is all i can do hahaha

Future is unknown...
Everyone may want to noe wats going happen in future...
Everyone seem to be curious abt future..
However future is unknown coz u do not know wat will happen.

To me..i prefer to treasure wat i have now
rather then thking abt future..
Coz ife is short...
I love to walk forward n i dun like to look behind...
This way i can be forgiving..
Coz i nv look behind... ^_^

Cherish and treasure wat u have..
Coz u nv noeing when will it leave...
Actuali i'm timid...
afriad of losing..afraid of problems...

Ard us we have alot of ppl tt care for us...
So be sensitive and cherish dos hu care...
Not taking the person's care for granted..

Ytd came across a meaning phrase written by my fren..
Dun find love..Let love find u
TTs y its call fallign in love..
Coz u dun force urself to fall..
U juz fall sumtime even w/o urself noeing..

Ytd went bball trg...
quite alot of ppl...
But the main players nv come...
so sad...n pink n san injured knee..
Y always injured knee...

Hmm den ytd came a center..
The center not bad..her move is gd..
The way she eat into underbasket is gd..
And she is tall n jump high too .
coz she is a high jumper haha....

den play one on one wif ju till i die..
PLay 2 match..2 match i lost terribly huh..
i oni score 2 bball... haha
So u r lihai k..dun say ur not gd k..
Be confident :) yupz...

Hmm finali IVP is all over..
My anotehr yr of IVP goes again..
It have been 2 yrs tt i dun reali get to play..
Am i a bad player?
Or am i reali not fit to be a player?
Am i reali not fit to be in chong ghee...
Or am i reali so bad?

Now all iw ish is my injury to recover..
My knee still cant take it..
My very last match..
i went down to play..
play like shit..
The most demoralising match..
I jerk my knee..
It was so pain but i ren coz i wan 2 play for sp..
My team..sp...
Why do my confidence alwasy got stolen...
When i got it back during shao nian bei...

Hoep nxt yr will be a better yr..hm..
whether can i get into the team s oready a big problem...
haiz..nxt yr den c ba..
Hope our bonding will be beta..
since we noe each other for a yr le :)
I certainly thk bball camp is a gd thing :)
It is time for everyone to gather n play..
And train..
go thrg thick n thin tgt.. with happiness...

I once have the happiness of bball camp..
It left me wif great memories..
We train v hard..
we wake up early morning n went amk park jog..
we climb the v long steps and sprint after tt..
We shoot 800 balls under the strong sun.
we eat breakfast lunch dienr tgt..
when having break..we play games...
no matter how tired..
we try out best in the friendly against NYP..
i still rem..iw as told tt i was in ajc half way thrg teh match..
i was so hapi tt i tun round the court...
i was elated..every1 tot i'm siao..
But do they noe my feeling??

During sch tim..we always train hard..
i nv miss a training..
rather i every min n sec thking of it..
ajc player nv hated training..
coz we juz love bball n playing tgt..
i rem we always run the track..
we always train alot of physical..
tts y i'm nt scared of it..the toughest i've been trgh

We always warm up n cool down as a team..
we always go out tgt as a team on days w/o training..
we juz go out n walk n play..
we always go n eat at S-11 after our trg..
I always order ban main...
Ying zhao n shi ai always gt scolded for adding soya sauce..
den dey always dun eat vegi aso..

Still rem on V-day in ajc..
we exchanged present n my nagle gime flower sumore..
Till now i dun noe hus my angel..HAHA

Haha den Chinese new year..ist place we went i thk is weilin hse..
We still eat teh porriage her sis cook..
so nice la..den we kip asking 4 more serving
haha den we play black-jack lo..
went home le..duno when dey come my hse play..
haha we play hol nite lo..it was so fun..
Full of luffter..

den come the day when day of getting our reasult get closer..
we v stupid la..we tot 26 was theesult release date
so we all decided to pon sch..
the hol babll team including the boys team
coz we scared den in the end is 27 so we pon one more day...
den angry la actual day is 28...
27th nite we went sikuan hse..
wow..his hse alot food la..haha
we were so jing zhang....
after we got our result we all mit n went to eat..
everyone got in except me..

Life is fair..
After all the fun u had.u have to live..
Maybe becoz i have enuff fun...
Thanz AJc player tt ocne went ajc bball camp wif me..
Thanz for taking care of me..

Still rem the ist time we mit..
my 10 yr fren came ajc aso...
we try to mingle ard..and our bond got v strong..
I still rem dey always scold me blur....
coz i everythign aso duno ahha
coz aso say me blur
indeed i had gd memories..forgetting the bad one..
Thanx seniors n ex teammate of ajc ^_^

so so so tired...Feel liek slping le...
Den my clique nv come..
I'm so kelain..have to eat lunch all by myself..
Saded lehz...felt so lonely haha..

So sian den teacher not starting lesson yet...
Zhao zhi dao jiu dun come 2day le..
felt lik dun come actuali...
But no pt ponning aso ..
Got attendeance haha...
AFter sch got match aso.pon aso muz come back sch...
So hungry now...

I liek so boliao huh...
Lesson aso can blog...coz i'm reali gg 2 bored 2 death..
HAix.......*siGn*

Hai..thk i'm blur queen...
Since sec sch my fren kip say i blur queen...
Indeed...

I 2day go sch 4gt to bring alot of thing..
And the worst ting is i din bring my HP
The most impt thing...
I'm so sad..
i cant sms..i cant call ppl...i cant see sms..
I miss typing sms...
Today is a mafan day..
i wan sms aso cannt wan call aso cant..

This is the feeling of wanting to do sumting v badly...
But u cant..
all u can is juz to thk abt it n do nth abt it

Tired days..
went to work til 9 smt..
Tml got competition again...
gd luck ger..n jiayou k yupz :)
After tml..work work work again...
i will be missing so mani ting :(