Hmm its her bday..
Got to celebrate til siao..
The cake smash til duno wat..
Sudddenly rem the days at my 17 bday chalet..
When the ajc ppl came n aso smash the cake lyk nth la..

Juz hope the bday celebration is enjoyable..
Touch or not touch doesnt matters..
Most imptly..bday is joy...
Muz be hapi ma..
every1 hapi jiu hao lo..

Im sososos hapi got my new shoe..
Yeah the nike lime green shoe its sosos nice..
Thans jin hui for subsidising..wahaha..
Got reali hapi to get the shoe.

Actuali duno wats more i can say.waha
I kip tis as draft for so long la.oni rem the ist part
After tt wan say wat i aso forgot liao lo.
Sumtym its not worth to be so silly.

Nw working at hartford wif bunnie...
haha so bored nth to do..
slacking away...
Working working working..
but too bad bunnie gg hm soon..
So it will left wif me le..

Stil thking if i shld cum back...
I wan go c sin seh but i scared..
coz i thk it will be v pain tis tym..
coz tis tym qte yan zhong...
It have been so long since i last see him la..
Juz nw call him he say oh..jasmine arz..
He can rem me le la..
haha..hope i will nv go back again la...

Bored bored bored!!!

Now early in morning..
im at work...past few days sleep @ 4 smt..
so tired..lucky i tml no need work..
if not i thk i'll juz die..need 2 get sum slp..

Work was easy...now all i thk is lunch..
Coz today lunch is burger king...wanted 2 eat it so long...
I wan eat alot of ting..so sad..
My mama still controling my diet..
I still cant eat seafood..
But seafood i dun mind de la...
Since i dun eat much meat..wahaha

All decision come wif a consequence..
Sumtym it is not sumting u can choose..
U juz cant help it..n sum ans r in ur mind..
Maybe it will be all ova again...

Although intention may not be the one i wan...
But its enuff... Im contented...
Serious...In my heart nothing matters more...

Hmm ton for 2 days le..haha..
so tired la...nv reali slp well..
One day ton at jas hse the other at guan hong hse..
BBQ til 2 late le..so decided to go GH hse since so late...
Den early morning wake up got breakfast..
Haha youtiao..GH mama buy de..
Den after tt play card wif ju..
Haha we try all sort of card la.den we compete..
In the end haha she won me a animal game n snap.
haha i won tai di, old maid and UNO..
overall i declare myself winner...Yeah!

Den after tt we play bridge haha abit syupid la..
always bid till high high but reali mei ban fa ha...
Reali enjoy ahah although stupid..
den went home lo..rush down to match..
Today we vs ling yun youth...
We won yeah!! 108 to 20 smt i thk...if im not wrong..
But teh thing im proud of is tt today every1 play til v hapi..
Feel lyk the chong ghee i once have..
a sudden feeling..i duno y..it seem lyk ppl r hapi..
but after tt after the tok..it seems weird...
I duno..

Den went to watch T-Net match..
Once again i felt tt i was cheering for Ajc...
I saw Jac, Eepeng, Sam, Ying Zhao, Shiai, weilin,gui cai
I thk of the past..
I was so kan chiong..i feel lyk rushing in thr court to ping wif dem...
The ajc tt i once ping wif b4..
Maybe ive not play a competition wif dem...
BUt frenly was memorable...
Training was great n unforgettable..
Its was so natural tt when ying zhao on court gg to bei ban..
I shouted xiaoxin...i duno y...
Actuali so much unhapi thing happen..
I elt tt maybe its partly my fault..
Of not contacting dem..not doing my part..
I duno if its rite not gg back to ajc..
Or rather am i suppose to go ajc in the ist palce..

Actuali after i took my Os i intend to quietly go NYJC..
But i failed to coz sumone told the ajc ppl...
In the end i was called back...
I soften as the teacher in charge tok to me..
Although i hate him so..
But plz its not becoz of him..coz i tot of the team..
I tot of the memories...
i juz feel tt i shld gif ajc a chance...
n tt i let nyjc ppl down..
If i reali go ajc i thk nyjc ppl will hate me..
ok maybe i thk too much...But in the end..
i decided i shall not choose..
I juz stay in sp...mayb i made the rite choice

Do i miss dem? do i miss the tym?
I dun deny i do..i reali do
I hope i cant turn back in tym..to be in ajc...
A borken piece will nv b the same even if it has heal...
There will always b a scar...to remind u of it...

i tried asking but once again my mood stop me..
Im so affected i noe i wun have the patience to..
Im sori..i noe i shld ...
I wanted to find comfort but i thk i failed..
I duno izzit the rite tym..
thk my timing is not rite..
Im a coward..seriously one...n a serious hum ji one