Hai..tired..tired of everything..
everything seem so distant..
I duno yes i may seem to have everything..
I may seem to be happy n contented..
which i should..
But y...y did my love seem so distant....
Y did God want to take away all my love..

First my knee nxt my back...
Hope it will juz recover..
But its of no use..coz im juz a lousy player la..
In ppl eyes?i juz chiong?n have no brain in playing bball??
Maybe its true ive no brain...
aybe staying in ajc i will learn lost more..
My life will eb different.
Totally different i belief....n i wun get injured ba...

N Yes..im so pro..Pissed ppl on court...
Block not oni ahbin ways on court.but cheryl n juli's way aso..
N they r nice enuff nt to flared up @ me...
I shld be happi la...
Thk tt day i belong to toa payoh rather den chong ghee..
And my last match sux....
Wat 3 3 pts target..all bullshit..
i cant even get in a simple underbasket...
Wat is dere to say abt 3 pts..i thk too highly of myself
Hey jasmine lee shu fen..wake up from ur dream land..
Once again wake up..ur juz have a minor position in everything..

Seem to have drifted from everything..
Maybe juz take me to a remote place..
i deserve to be alone..
To be throw in one remote place n zhi bi la..
I shld be alone..
JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE!!

Confused.breaking down..
everything seem so packed..matches exam tutorial..
Lessons..friends...stop pressuring me..
Serious speaking i duno wat i wan...
Maybe i shld juz go slp n nv wake up la..

Wonder will ppl mis me...
or its juz a lost of any frenz..
Getting feelingless....meaningless..lifeless.....colorless
SPEECHLESS!!