hai..tis few days like very easily agitated..
WHy huh??thk my auntie gg visit me le ba..
Hai hate myself to be like tis..
i thk i not enuff slp..
SO grumpy la...n easily fired up...
Everythign seem so not right...

And ytd my boss call me to apologise...
And msn aso apologise...but aft tt a bit siao qi le la..
But actuali still qte angry...
So i was telling my boss nxt tym make sure i go u all are not out for lunch..

suddenly got a down feeling...
And was feeling like im so.....hmm duno...
Im like in my world....
Ytd saw my fren...alone on my way to sch...
i was thking....so long haven mit up..
so much have change...n tt i do miss dem....
The time at secondary sch...i duno shld i smile...
COz of bball i always miss the chance to mit up wif dem...
But my world now only revolve ard BBall and studies...
All i wan is bball..all i love is bball..i duwan to leave it...
And of coz provided it dun leave me..

And duno...maybe i shld be ard for everyone...
i duno..may i reali tt needed???
And tt i dun wish to see my fren sad..
but yet sumtym is not within my reach...
Sumtime i nid my space..i nid time to be in my world...
I got a feeling of gg isolation...
Duno..or maybe i shldnt?
Maybe i try too hard..that its too hard on me...

I nid attention too....But hu can gime...
hu dun like attention...but hu shld noe...
that u muz love urself b4 u say u love others...
hence..gif urself the attention ist...
duno...wahaha i like toking nonsense..rubbish....

haha..lost blur confused..no brain now wahha