It have been so long since i play bball 4 the whole day...
its so tiring la...
at ist is ownself shoot bball oni til cherwyn came..
den he join us play..den we play 2on2..
he is so fast la..play til i so tired lo..
2on2 is always more tiring den 4 on4..
tts wat i thk la...den play til gg 2 den go take bus..
den mit hua at amk eat ramen...
den gt drenched la..so sad la..raining..
den went yew tee mit jinhui..
eat pasar malam food..haha i hol day eat eat eat lo..
den yew tee rain damn heavily la...
so sad la i wan play bball den like tis :(
den we go foodcourt wait til rain end ba..
end le go court gt ppl no bball..
den aft tt bball came le lo..den..
the guys start playing but dey so qiang la..
i wan play aso mei li liao.. *tired*
so long nv feel like i gt intensive trg le..
den shoot bball aso mei li...
store til last match haha...
it s a long long day wif a tired tired nite..
- let be ur world rather den be juz a person to the world -
writtern @2:43 PM
Im hungry..... haha...
read the basketball comic...
suddenly feel tt... am i 2 old 2 play bball??
i wan to train but thk i dun have the determination anymore...
haha..n my shooting getting worst n worst ha...
no trg no gain haha..its reali true
writtern @4:09 AM
wenta mit up wif my sec sch bballer...
haha its so hapi to see dem all..but afew nv cum..
i will make sure nxt miting all cum haha...
so fun la when we tok abt sec sch ting...
we have a gd luff..thkign ...
how stupid r we at tt tym haha...
every1 so ID haha International Disgrace...
took sum neoprint haa..so stupid la
den i forgt take my sweet again..so sad..
lost my minitoon sweet teh 2nd tym...
buy le n i dun get to eat :(
den aft tt go mit shao hua n jinhui play bball...
n zhu n jun...haha at peya lebar..
den play awhile den no ball le..i shld have bring haha...
den we went chomp chomp eat haha..
actuali shld be drink..in the end i eat cup noodle...
Quote of the day : You never lose in loving.
You only lose in holding back.
haha..wat a sentence...is juz liek my previous quote...
as if u will regret if u choose to let go...
haha ppl in love will always tell me how sweet it is..
rather i thk frenz are sweeter...
dey seem to understand u more...n wun expect so much..
but thk back fren dun expect so much ..
is it becoz dey noe tt fren shldnt thk too much..
shldnt cross the border...
to me..u will lose in loving too...
u noe why coz when u love u put in effort..
when u put in effort...u gt hurt....
so isnt love making u lose urself...
sorri love to me now is nonsense...
yes of coZ u lose in holding back...
u lose a fren coz tt dey cant remain as fren...
so is it wat we will lose?
but at least i gain...gain nt being hurt..being sad...
thking back i have a deal wif a fren..
if he and i are nt attached by age of 25...
we 2 will get tgt n date for 2 yrs n get marry...
haha ridiculous?
actuali i dun thk so...thking of a email..
it say u will mit 3 type of ppl in life...
one tt u lovemost..the 1 tt love u most
and one tt u dun love most n 1 tt dun love u most...
i thk it is logical..coz u love most
u will oni realised when tt person leave u...
the one tt love u most is teh 2nd person...
is becoz u have oready met teh one tt u love...
of coz the other person wun b the one u love most....
ratehr will love u most...
and 3rd one..certainly will nt be the one u love most
and will not be the 1 tt love u most..
u noe y..coz u oready have teh 2 person in hrt..
anyone u mit will nt be the 1 u love most n love u most..
logical? haha... letting go arent a bad thing...
- will the person cum -
- can u change my mindset -
- leave me wif no regrets -
writtern @4:14 PM
i wan lead my own life
i wan to do anything i like
offline even b4 i said anything
am i wrong to wan freedom
am i wrong not wanting to tok abt it
i may look strong but im a human plz
writtern @2:49 PM
haha afternoon went to yew tee cc...
haha den mit zhu and melvin and a guy call run chao...
peicai de and i thk he qte good esp 4 his age.
den mit hua n zhi @ yck mrt...
haha den we reach dere very early la..
go eat le still teh court so sunny..haha so hot..
den i play onli stay in a corner...
haha den my fren stupid la kip on cum my side..
wan burn me la haha..
den aft tt jianhong shijie dey all den cum down lo..
all nv slp lo den play wif my fren suddenly like so fierce..
scared me la ist tym see dem liek tis..
haha den aft tt ok le all got tok haha
den kangwei ro rather "shihui" bring VE down..
haha yunyun or rather "jianhong" dog down haha...
so cute la the dog...den we celebrate ketek bday..
haha so fun la den call xihong..ask him call ketek ahha...
and it have been so long since i see PTS...
haha miss her so much la haha n so much to tok..
and she carry me again haha..so miss the tym huh..
haha slp on her shoulder as she carry me haha...
no worries at all ahha and she tall enuff haha..
den mebel bro pull cheryl leg..
den we both fall off so sad la haha...butt pain..
den aso long tym nv play bball wif laogong le..
but so sad play a few match wif her oni..
den mit dem eat haha..eat wif PTS and Lao Gong...
so huai lian haha reali lo seriously haha
den go home wif my fren...
dey damn funi la..me n hua luff til pengz...
aha the run chao v lame lo haha..like small boy ahha
den zhu aso liek small boy la haha..
den both of dem act gay haha..
den the run chao luff til cramp
den zhu help him stretch til v funi ha
dey are simply stupid la haha but at least..
dey are ok wif yew tee cc haha all impress by xiu han..haha
ok tata im tired le haha go slp liao nitex everyone..
miss ya take care :)
Quote of the day: No garden is complete
without a rose to make it sweet.
No life is ever full without someone to share it with,
so take care of the person you love.
Imgine u have a garden wig green patches...
will u be happi if u see is sunflower ratehr den green patches
all grass will u be sick? haha maybe to me i wun..
haha coz i love green haha but i love sunflower aso..
Indeed a garden is for flower and
a rose will certainly sweenten the garden..
juz liek wat ppl always say a bed of roses..
y use roses coz dey r beautiful and tt...
roses are wat ger loved...haha but im unique...
i love sunflower haha..sun shine...
Life wat is life? life shld b peaceful?
life shld be exciting? life shld have obsticle?
life shld have up and down?
i believe all of tt shld be life...
life too peaceful is dead..
life too exciting will make u mad...
hence at tym..certain pt of ur life...
u will be sad..u will be hapi...u will b angry
but tis is life isnt it...
u can choose to be strong u can choose to be weak..
all tis u nid sumone by ur side to share wif u..
to share ur everything..
to luff wif u when ur hapi..
to lend u a shoulder when ur sad..
to coax u when ur angry...
and juz be by ur side when u most needed dem..
will tis be teh oni person u love...
indeed..it will b ur love one tt u hope to be by ur side..
it may be ur family..ur frens or ur partner..
however sumtym ppl choose to be stubborn...
dey remain to be strong even when dey arent ok...
so as not to bring saddness to ppl...
dey act like nothing happen...no becoz dey dun care...
its juz sumtym dey duwan misunderstanding...
dey duwan gif hope...coz dey have lost all hope...
and even though things are nt say out..
it doesnt neccessary means tt person dun care..
ur not tt person dun assume..
u have ur own thking and ppl have their own thking..
so the person's thking may nt be wat u think
and true enuff tts me...
tts the real me...love to thk n kip within myself..
dun like to express myself in sum situation....
my way my style its me..dun try changing me..
- i'll nv change coz its you love me for hu i am -
writtern @5:31 PM
Quote of the day: It's always better to have found the courage
to love even if you lose it in the end
rather than never found love because
you were too afraid of the challenge.
people always say..when u found sumone u love...
go for it..find gut for it..u nv try u nv noe...
tts wat i always say....
In r/s, it either works or it fails...
however it works coz u try very hard..
or whether it fail even aft u tried hard...
does tis reali matters? does hu break hu ist matters?
if all tis matter it isnt love isnt it..
Love indeed is like a challenge full of obstacle..
there will eb up and down..
and there will be no sense of security...
but if ur too secure in a r/s...
are both of ur reali in love...or being tgt 4 the sake of being tgt...
sumtym the challenge of love is so hard that u dun dare
U r afraid coz love is too challenging n u dun dare to take it..
but will u try again...if a person convince u to take it..
but yet make it fail terribly..
will there be a shadow...will there be a fear...
haha tts me...but i dun dare to take up the challenge...
u all can say im a coward....
u all dunno me right from the start..
u all duno how much i been through...
u all duno tt during sec sch i choose to gif up a guy...
coz of my good fren...coz i noe i wun be able to take up the challenge
as good as my fren can...feelign inferior...
my good fren say im stupid...and tt guy hate me...
and aft then i understand..
loving each other doesnt reali mean 2 person have to get tgt
but yet at 17 i choose to step out....i struggled so much..
but always i step out to take up a r/s...
not becoz tt i like tt person..
truely speaking..ive nv like a person ist in my r/s...
i always fall in lvoe only aft when i feel i shld put in effort
since im in a r/s ive responsibility...
haha but put in effort means puling urself down..
tis is wat i learn...u fall harder when u put in more..
i thk i reali nv like a person b4...
becoz deep in heart i noe i cant bring happiness to tt person
tts y i choose to let go of tt person in my sec sch...
thking back wat wil happen if i n him were tgt tt tym?
haha thk he is the ist person tt i reali like even b4 we are tgt...
ahha now tt we're good fren ahha tts gd isnt it..
its always beta to be good fren den lovers.
hence u all duno me..
dun say i noe the feelign of liking sumone
get it clear tt..interested, liking, loving are three different thing..
coz the true fact is i wun like anyone...will nv..again...
hence ive a code nv hope and if it do come den take it a a blessing...
i can nv say i regret in anything..
coz i choose to gif it up...
and yes i take up all challenges but not love challenge..
im too afraid, too scared..
u all duno how much i go through...
u all duno the strong me is juz too weak in r/s...
im scared to be sad to be hurt...
tts y everyday im smiling saying jokes....
everyone say im stupid but at least giving all love up..
i will nv feel saddness, pain and hurt..
tts s wat i thk...
sumtym u tried so hard til u're afraid to try again..
my decision in sec sch is right..
why i choose not to stick to it..
i shld have stand firm..maybe coz of lonely?
haha a word i learn in pride *MAYBE*
im stupid not to stick to it and not stupid not to try...
- make me believe -
- will dere be tis day -
-tis day tt i will fall in love -
- i doubt so -
writtern @4:53 AM
Hmm wake up so early..coz of a fone..hai....
but nvm haha wake up pack my room abit haha...
i said abit haha i din say finish packing haha..
hai n im suppose to go subscribe for cable...
hmm..so troublesome..
and PSLE like become my exam...
i have to study science n english to teach the pri 6 guys n gers...
Hmm haha maybe i shld try being a teacher haha..
miting all sort of students haha..
May it be pri or sec haha...muz get degree den can teach sec. haha...
Im so hungry haha and i have to wait an hr for my food haha
- even if its the worst, as long as it remains 4eva in ur heart -
- it doesnt matter -
writtern @2:58 AM
- expect the worst rather den hoping for the best -
Hmm..wenta sch for my law paper..
2day im suppose to have 2 law paper..haha...
hope ic an make it manz..
the ise law paper asked unexpected Qn.. haha..
kuku de lo haha den as for the 2nd paper...
the examiner ask me u can use example as in a DBIT stud for qn 10...
coz the qn was likw toking on media and communication
den i was like huh?? wat toking u..
haha wat has the qn goto do wif im a DBIT stud??
dun understand haha..den came hope finish my pride...
haha so hapi n mu chun is so sweet haha
he so shuai la haha..MAYBE BECUM MUZ BE ^_^
den aft tt went to give tution den the boy nv do work..
haha den thk sun gg to gif tution to another ger aso...
so tired la..den came hm...so tired le..
den at nite mum say wat why muz always ask ppl sum my hse..
den i was like irritated...
den i was liek saying sori ur daughter has no life..
only bball study eat and slp...
and tt at least im nt liek other go clubbing everynite...
and drink and smoke..
im juz active n went out to play being my playful self...
and she compare a 16 years old ger wif me?
i was liek diaoed..she 16 oni i 19 le lehz...
and i was liek saying 16 i aso always go hm..
and all i do is study n play basketball..
i dun even watch tv...i juz stone...
den i tell her...i went out play..
but din i score for my paper..
din i get a A and B for my papers...
and din i get gd comment from my lecturers...
plz ur daughter ia a stone tts oni thk abt bball n study...
and dun stress me saying wat i dun liek go out wif u..
u noe the fact is i dun detest gg out wif u
liek i oni have fren no u...
u noe the fact is i dun..u noe i love u de lo..
- dun let me be a history,
dun let me be ur future,
all i nid is be ur everyday's present -
writtern @2:08 PM
hmm..the nite b4 FM paper cant slp..
duno y heart beat very fast...
wonder will anyone i see make my heart beats as fast ?
haha im day dreaming at nite..haha
den tok bus to sch..
the bus driver reali drive v slow la...
slow til i feel liek gg in front n tap him and say...
can u plz drive faster i gt exam haha
730 take bus still late cant believe it...
haha den went in lecturer tok to me abit ahaha...
in the end i din get to read..haha
i sit down a while den the lecturer say u may start haha..
ok lo pro..den i juz immediately go into the qn lo haha...
wenta ply bball aft tt..since my paper was on fri haha
den reach hm watch pride til i fall in love wif it...
"MAYBE"
HAHA...i love it when he say MAYBE
den play til can die..haha under basket so beautiful..
i fake my opponent but when others cheer i nervous den ball fly too far.
den i miss all my ball..haha play the hol match nv get in one ball...
until i go back to my own team..den me n zhu...
got in all 11 ball..all 3-pts so shiok..
den aft tt wenta punggol play bball...
play til ok la..aft tt went home le lo.so tired..
went home study a bit den fall aslp le...
- make it beat once again -
writtern @2:55 AM
haha was trying to study haha..almost fall aslp...
haah i gt another paper of law...
duno will i mix the up anot haha....
hope i wun la..muz tell myself..im jasmine lee shu fen lehz haha
hmm was bored so decided to cum in n blog...
it has been long since i stay at hm whole day lo...
thk my mams sure v hapi...haha
cannt go out 1 day b4 exam..tisis wat i learn..
haha coz my stats baung coz of tt haha...
tis yr will eb a very jing zhang yr 4 me..
haha coxi have the result of so mani module to view haha..
so jing zhang n qi dai :)
- wo jiu shi yi tian yi tian, tian tian di du gou -
- dun take my sweetest away -
-if u do it it will oni be becoz it attrated too mani ants -
writtern @8:58 AM
hmm..today wake up abit early haha...
this few days stop studying le ...
die..why always come to exam den i lazy study le lehz haha...
always like tis de lo..duno wat mentality i have...
den i gt a dream...
haha i dreamt tt i went for attachment le...
den like qte busy...den saw my supervisor i damn scared...
haha den alvin kip on gime things do haha..
duno wat send letter..haha den wake up le..
i realised i see lisa, hu is my supervisor...
im v scared haha hw ami gg to survived?
shld juz let my sch send me to any place they wan me to work...
haha den now slack le thkin shld i watch show ist? haha
alot like love haha..thk i sld haha tempted haha...
cant wait to watch haha..
whoo~~!! alot like love here i come :)
writtern @2:52 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY MEIMEI :)
Hope u enjoy ur bday :) yupz
sori din reali plan alot yupz...juz hope u can be hapi ok :)
went KTV sing til siao haha...
ur ahjie gt yan yi tian fen hor? haha
i can join mediacorps le haha...
Hmm hao le..u jiayou for ur exam ba :)
writtern @1:59 PM
Wahaha..sumone say my blog is boring...
haha my life is juz as boring as my blog...
And pls im teh more frenly one ok? haha
And take 190 kip on gt shoot by u la..
idiot u..haha..im the more frenly one...
and tt person ask me blog abt her..haha
wenta yew tee cc to play bball haha den shit i lost a ist again..
coz i stoning nv see her...din say hi..
haha but still i say bye ist haha...
den went 707 play and so fast lights off la...
and i cant c the bball den kip on hit me :( so sad
And hey my name is jasmine not san ban ok?
haha stupid la..and kip on luff @ the way i speak...
dun corret my style ok...haha its the unique me wahaha
writtern @3:46 PM
hmm..thk im mad...
im confused...
Com spoilt and i survived haha...
But its bad..all back :)
Im so hapi :) wahahha
writtern @2:53 PM
- tired -
Play mahjong throughout aft 3 long days of proj...
haha thk i v pro aso...
haha actuali i play mahjonmg qte gt luck lei haha
maybe tt day i lucky :)
haha realised the 3 days proj make me dunfeel like eating..
3 days and i ate 2 meals..haha pro hor?
Yay! holiday le but still gt 2 days nid go back sch..no trg...
shld i be hapi or sad? haha
Im tired real tired.abt everything...
writtern @2:58 PM
Hmm haha jux finish WSNA presentatn..
waiting for my last presentatn on ECP
haha lucky my ECP finish way long b4 haha
den can here n there do abit of WSNA...
not so rush on proj....this sem is a gd sem..
haha was thking abt ITP like so sian haha
but if the LISA mark me DOWN :(
hope wun ba..
y cant i choose my supervisor as FRances instead haha
NVM i can do it man..
coz im cow ahgu...
finally everything ended haha happi....
Im one happy ger...
MAke me smilex..nv make me tears
writtern @5:55 AM
- proj due today -
-ist tym stay in sch til 7 la -
-and i wenta play bball -
-den went home do proj again -
-but at least i only have wsna -
0whee..last tym of all proj -
-projs say bye to me -
writtern @3:42 PM
- tired -
-cept 2 bball -
-miss 3 open layup-
-stoneing on court-
-day dream with sweat dripping -
-its me today-
writtern @2:29 PM
Time reali flies...
It have been so fast...
We have noe each other for 1 yr w/o me myself realising.....
:)
writtern @4:53 AM
haha wenta jurong to work today..
ahbun dad send us sit lorry..me n hua sit behind so fun
ha den i tot is outdoor wear sleeveless...
it become a countryclub n im so cold la ratehr all so cold..
haha n today so slack though work long hour..
haha coz my station most slack i sit dere tok oni..
mine is fishing aha
and im so sad la..my fone autoshut den no batt :(
lousy fone man..awhile den no batt le..use it do timing at ist oni ma
hai.. 2nite gg charge hol day..haha
den poor bao lost her fone she is so sad la...
and lizhen cant console her..
hmm baozhen dun sad le k..there is alwasy a way 4 everything
*smilex* u lost a fone but nt everything :)
den went yew tee play bball...
play till so hapi la..very tiring.
.@ ist we all kip on lose to jianhong dey all la :(
haha nvm @ ast won den play wif a grp of v violent guy..
den we play til v violent aso haha n we won..
yaya! me bin hua n zhi best team :) haha
An i liek gu chiong here n dere haha...
but reali v tired..and so sad...
3 pt lost to jianhong aso but he play cheat..
he distrub me de... :(
den aft tt go mit fren eat at my hse dere til so late la..n im so tired...
nvm bag no nid me carry..if nt i sure whine..
haha..tired day today n projs are back again...
i juz realised my ISP nid 8000 when now i gt 4000 oni..
how am i gg to add :( haha jiayou ba :)
writtern @4:29 PM
Hmm in clz now doing nth again so decided to blog haha
so decided to start my quote since i gt nth to do haha
Quote of the day: A man realized he wanted his love back.
Not wanting to get hurt, the girl said 'no'.
The man cried to God and asked 'If it is meant to be, why did I lose her?"
God replied, " My child, you didn't lose her, you let her go..."
I realised oni true love make u hurt when its lost...
And i dun understand y do ppl always noe how to treasure
oni when they have lost it all...
Do u noe its hard to put down a past and aft its all put down...
and tt we will be afraid to be hurt again even though there is a patch
Hence of coz a ger will say no even though she still love u so...
coz she now afriad tt she have to go though the terrible feeling..
the terrible feeling of getting hurt n aso losing once again..
And i agree not getting tgt doesnt mean u lose her...
2 person loving each otehr nid nt get tgt..
Sumtime thing are juz the way u do not wan...
its meant to be..if its so den y do u gif up at the ist place?
if u start den dun gif up..
if u gif up den dun want it back...
if u duwan to ever gif up, den nv start...
Sumtime thing are juz seen in another angle??
And a r/s is hard to maintain....
its terrible to lose...n it hurts to commit....
im afraid of gg through it once again...and i wish i wun have to...
All i wan is a happy me..wif a happy smile...
- bring me the happiness i wan -
- gif me the love i nid -
- dun be my foreva be my tml-
- be my angel and guide me through -
writtern @4:44 AM
-boring day -
-thank for the baby bugs -
-superstar starting soon, 3 an a half hr show -
-tata i gg watch le -
writtern @10:30 AM
went yuhua to play..in the end i went there again ha.
den play til very fun..den ethuness died thk coz ppl tired le..
den in the end we play 5on5..
wa was so tired la..n i almost injured my knee so scared..
lucky nv haha..den i cept ball til so nice..
but layup nv get in..i step too fast..coz injury scared..
dun dare exert force den fly so far la..
hit ring cum out :( haha so sad la..
realised tt my stamina drop a lot..n ive becum lazy..
lazy in defence n aso in rebound..
i realised ive nv went in to snatch rebound b4..
oni when i play below den i gt take rebound..
how huh?? im becuming lazy :( haha is it coz im tired tts y??
or im purely lazy haha....
-take away my laziness will u-
:)
writtern @2:30 PM
haha gt back my FM marks hahaha
n im so stupid gt one qn shld be rty de..
i tick the coorect ans on the qn
but in the end i thk wrong ans on the ans sheet :(
im so sad but ok la if nt get 90 nid to treat wilson ha
lucky me aso :)
yup n everyone cheer up...
in life u always mit wif unhappi stuff...
n stuff tt u duwan to accept...
but wata do u have to..u have to live through it...
its part n parcel of life yupz.....
cry it all out n let it be over..
u have to live on rty :)
*smilex *hugx* *muackx*
juz for u....
writtern @4:11 AM