Hmm its gg to be a brand new yr...
a new yr a new start..a better start...
LEts have a fruitful yr ahead...

i realised sumtym tings doesnt realli matter...
i understad wat i wan....wat i look at....
i cant find the standard the ideal....
People always says the person will always be a exception...
but i cant..maybe coz i cant feel if its true...
i feel its all untrue..juz a routine than anything...

Im clear of my ideal....a stable one...
maybe u can say im still young....
but i duwan to commit..
coz its gd to be free

Haven been at home since 24th....
24th went out to meet my meimei....
went to bishan den go amk :)
walk along the way when we always go bishan cc...
memories came back...thk tts the ist place we met..

den aft tt i go meimei hse slp til 5 smt haha tot late liao...
rush to my boss hse haha...den he even later
haha..from yck i go cck pro..haha
and i got a very big poon bear for christmas :)
actuali my boss duwan let me go la..
den i have to finish 2 glass of wine den i can go...
wa when i was take mrt i felt soso hot lar...
til can die and alot of ppl look at me...
thk coz im not oni red but im carrying a big poon :)

den mit my mei mei at yck mrt den went back to my hse..
to pack my bag ist and we count down at my hse....
haha den she dunwan count down haha..
i entertain myself oni...den we took bus to chalet...

reach dere den stay inside the room awhile...
den we go nite walk haha..walk to the tower...
so dark lar then tt kangwei kip on scared me....
so funi lar me n shijie do acting ourself...
luff til pengz lar haha..den my meimei aso self entertain
we went to the spiderweb dere..den wa..
kangwei damn pro la...so fast lo ike monkey..
haha den we play the circle ting...
i fall inside the circle lo..den dey kip on play me...
turn n turn dun let me cum down la...

haha went back bath le den slp liao..slp wif my meimei...
haha den dey outside drinking beer haha...
and cook demself aso... haha..
den me n sh wake up qte early den we play heart attack...
funi la so fun..den we went down play bball...
den jh drive us to downtown east eat....
thk we reali pig eat liao me n shaohua cum back we slp haha...
den wake up realised dey playing...
so we went down play frisbee...so fun lar.....
play like siao haha...den aft tt play match....
so fun so ong nv play til so hapi liao...
n shoot ball shoot til so hapi :) haha
went back den went bbq...
sum unhappi thing happen i guess...
den sh n me sit down tok wif them....
n they sing song til so funi...in the end....
derrick send me n shaohua hm at 4 smt...

reach my hse den on my bed slp haha
den 3 smt wake up....prepare for my another chalet...
went to mit wilson..den his dad send us dere...
we go buy all teh bbq thing n slack...
haha den aft tt one by one came in..
play thr the nite lo...mahjong haha...
ha den dey go slp i went market wif nel, zheming ,jiehao
haha zheming bike me dere haha...
came back went to marinate..we 12 smt den slp ba...
den i 2 jiu wake up le i thk im so pro la...
went to buy food den wait for dem wake up 1 by 1
den lyk raining so nv go ret bicycle...
bbq at nite the meat is nice :) haha..coz got add wine...

play mahjong again haha...den i play for jiehao lo...
de very lucky la...kip on game...
den jiehao excited liao haha came in..
den we two kip on 5 tai...so hapi...
den jiehao say half half haha....
thk i 3 smt tt tym cannt take it liao..reali v tired...
den i came in slp den all aso came in play ahha..
dey say i say meng hua sumore..
say i dream of playing mahjong haha..
n dey luff til siao lo haha....

checked out n went hm..my sweet sweet home...
but tml will be another camp again..
lucky i nv went str8...haha..if nt my bad big til can die haha...

i have to leave mysweet cosy bed once again...
how..sad..but i will be back...

i last min no nid work...
n i forgt abt my sec sch gathering haha

Hmm...went out to eat...
bro treat haha...noe wat...
he order alot of things la..
haha we got fish, lobster, sharkfin, vegi, crab, cold dish, prawn, noodle and dessert
haha..im so full lar...
and my family n my dasao family chitchat til so late la..
tis tym chat wif dem til so comfirtable haha..

n b4 dinner i chat wif my mum for almost 3 hrs haha
haha..tml gt work again n i haven slp..
so tired la..
ytd reach hm ard 3am....coz of work..
den today 11am jiu wake up le...
haha so pro..
n ist tym gif my mum n dad jia yong...
so hapi coz get pay le den gif dem lo :)
so big of the acheivement :) haha

Hmm..now alone at hm...
ahha so long nv alone at hm le..coz at night always gt mum..
morning gt dad haha....

dey went to my cousins bday....
my bro fetch dem go..
i too tired le..ytd 3like tis den reach hm....
den 11 smt my dad wake me up lo..
ahha but he gt scolding from my mum haha
coz he wake me up wahaha
poor dad haha....

den now blogging lo...
now gg do my crm proj..
faster finish beta ...although 9th jan den compile...
hmm finish crm den see out final yr proj le..
sad la..start frm the start lo...
cries...haha..lets see wat i can do..

u nv noe ur limit if u always stays at ur limit...

Hmm haha..working now...
take tym to come blog coz abit boring...
my sister like duwan tok to me hor haha...
poor thing..ahmei sick ..kelian wor...

haha ytd i go ikea..haha so fun...
buy afew things haha hanger is one of them..
haha den so sad la..christmas cuming..
i saw a green star..hang at hm de...
so ncie la :( but $12.90 lo...
so x la..saded la..
den other decorations aso star de..
:( but the cheapest aso nid $8.90 lo...
hai..poor me oni can see...
cannt take hm wahahah...nvm...is ok...
coz everynite there is always star in my sky

haha shld i or shld i not?
be happy or not be happy...
attachment ending...but it aso means...
final year proj coming....
wan to finish tis yr fast haha...

nxt week programme pack...
was thking a way to settle everything..
so i can fix everything in...


tml sat...gona go work...
but at least gt ahmei pei me...
but at nite dinner n dance again..
but i dun mind coz its fun....

todays fri...gona pull to play mahjong...
but at least i gt free food..haha..
jiehao treat me eat KFC....but...
i help him win money money haha...
he shld thank me la...haha although we "zha hu "
stupid us...4 eyes aso can wrong haha...
thk all of us tired le...
n here i am aso tired but yet have to wait...
wait for my hair to dry..wan slp aso cannt..
btu nvm haha..wait lo..

thk of sun....got event in the afternoon aso..
thk is not dinner n dance..
den end liao bro fetch me go eat dinner....
haha his treat...i at ist duwan go..
den he say gt work no bro....sad lo...
as his oni mei i thk i shld gif face n go :) haha
so my precious bro..im gg....juz becoz of u...

haha..n brought shaohua a wallet....
haha ahmei hope u liek it..
its a super belated birthday gift haha...
so long liao lo haha...like it jiu hao..

haha today my clz discuss alot of thing...
we gg Gukok...duno wat..
thk is a kelong...go there for a nite wi my clzmates..
ahha its $50 each n wilson sposor me $20 haha...
and we are gg bangkok too..
haha if sister is gg den im gg lo...haha...
ike so much program....

got a gd news...my course is able to take psycology in NTU
haha thk i will go for it haha..
chances are here wat am i waiting for..
haha yup....yay....

Hmm....was thking...in future...
wat will i be?? haha...

And my future partner....looking at my bro..
i so hope i will get sumone like him...
he extinct liao la....no smoke no drink..
not flirt at all..my da sao his one n oni lo

haha thk too much...still thking shld i contiune...
haha contiune to study/?
thk i shld haha duwan work so early haha...

haha 1 week and 2days to the end of my attachment haha..
so hapi...but abit bu she de...
the ppl dere la...but 2wards work i say "NO"
haha pratical is like tis de haha...
den we playing the angel n mortel game..
so fun la...n my..haha dun say ist..
my ahmei gt play aso..she gt read my blog haha
muz wait til thur she get her mortel den say ahha

n if no work thk i gg back to their dinner haha..
haha at 23rd haha fri wor...shld be ok ba :) haha
lyk so memorable day for a day b4 christmas eve
haha christmas..here we come...

Hmm..back in action haha...
but still no tym to blog...
coz not work means eat or slp...
haha went running so shuang....

Hmm but i realised i nv touch bball for so long...
but wats impt or rather i focused on study n work ba..
shld nv look back ba...
since ive oready choose to move forward...

Its my choice..
hence i now leave wif no choice but to live wif it...
haha..wat to do...

Work hard..n achieve wat i can oni achieve

Hmm..decision made...
glad to have support....
i simply love them....

hmm..work work work...
is all i can...thk its all i can do now...
it juz drift..drifted far far from me....

Nth change..
its still the old me...
the happy-go-lucky me...
tata :) yippee

Eyeing on the impossible..
why do i eyed on the impossible always...

haha today me n Intan (my collegue)
saw a lecturer in Hartford...
he is sososo handsone haha..
wif blue eyes..haha
Den Intan will always be crazy when she sees him...
haha i contain myself..but i aso thk he so handsone..
ahha BLUE EYES LEHZ..BLUE EYES...

oH MINE!

Quoted from my fave song now..haha
The Painter.... O'Town
"How could I ever find the blue of your eyes "

haha now its so true huh haha..

oh yaya im crazy once again...

The previous post is for a guy i met..
during my work at dinner and dance..
he is awesome...
too bad he is reali the impossible...

haha if i get to see him at the donner n dance again..
thk tis tym reali muz buck up my courage...
and maybe take a foto wif him? haha

im crazy la...

but i juz simply love the way u smile at me..
tok to me..
even sitting beside me...
haha..nvm here i no nid shy coz he will nv get to read haha..
he look abit like my biao ge haha...
tts y he is so shuai haha

haha im real crazy...
mild crazy..

I love ur smile...
I love ur look..
I love ur serious working style....

I melted when u look at me..
felt a distance...
a untouchable distance...

Take away my pride...
Take away my shyness....

Its juz the impossible...
the impossible...

Hmm..wat to say...
wat to do..

no word...
no actions..
no say....
no look...

remains as it....
juz remain unmove...

Hmm..tired tired tired..

work work work is all i wan...
i wan money i nid money...
thk i can onli work..
now i oni have work n slp in my life..
guess my life makes a great turn haha...

nvm...so hapi earn money in 2 jobs..
yipee....not gona go sch on cumign fri..
coz got work thk i gg work since its oni until 1pm..
aft tt den go my afternoon tutorial haha...

Hmm not feeling well....
felt so sick so in pain...
pain till can cry those type lo...
but still i tolerate til 6pm til i finished work..
tym is merciless...it passes so slowly...

Still not feeling well...
n im runing a fever...hai..saded la...

and laogong im sori...
reali dun mean to not go de....
and do take care of urself....
and dun always ton over..muz have enuff slp...
yupz n jiayou on the cuming 7-11 cup tata..im sori...