Hmm..ytd went to nel hse...
play blackjac den i gup wif shaohua...
dey play til qte hiong haha...very big la...
the biggest is yet to cum til nel dad cum hm...
haha he put $50 by %50 de lo ahha...
den jiehao v wang la..win $800 over la.... haha
lucky we brk even...no win no lose...
but qte shocking to win so much la haha....
he won back wat he lost at chu xi haha
when he oni lost 100 over at chu xi haha...

Hmm wake up liao do nth so decided to cum n blog haha
yupz...whee so fast chu 3 liao ahha...Gukok trip cuming :)
haha excited yipee !!!

haha went my aunt hse eat dinner haha
so fun la...den act wanted to go ktv one...
but aft tt my bro gg out so cant send me hm...
den i duwan le lo haha..
den thk i too indecisive..wan go watch movie wif dem...
but in the end aso nv go la haha so funi...
both my bro n wilson at PS...
shld have gone ps wif my bro
den ask wilson fetch me go watch movie haha..
ok i thk too much ahha...
yay!! its chinese new yr ... haha...

and funi la teh DJ ask me out haha...
cum fetch me sumore haha..but still..
haha i nv go..i was thkign i nv go wif my clzmate..
den go out wif him like v weird haha...
so be guai guai ger stay at hm lo...

tml stil have to wake up early lo ahha....
Ang Bao here i cum :)

Hmm ahah wenta chiantown haha...
wif shaohua n cheong..weird combi? haha
coz we got PS by jiehao wilson nel jo n amy ha
wonderful la haha..but it was fun..
haha we walk n walk n buy alot of thing..
which is v cheap ahha...n hopefully nice ha
n got teh CHinese New Yr feel u noe haha
tong tong tong qiang...
tong tong tong qiang...
tong tong tong qiang tong qiang tong tong qiang...
haha..yay!!!

Lets enjoy tis new yr and have a new yr ahead ha..
lets have a fruitful yr haha..
and NYP won wow...haha but sad NYP guys lost...

Enjoy tonite although nv go changi...
haha act wilson wan cum down but i aso lazy liao..
haha tired aso..rest at hm...
got squeeze at chinatown til no juice haha

Yay... everyone enjoy to the fullest :)

Hmm haha..tts the end of our IVP...
haha so i shall stop bball liao haha for teh tym being...
i shall be back nxt yr..wait for me wahaha
So hapi boys team won..although we lost....
and tis yr ist 2ns 3rd 4th fifth belongs to..
NYP, NTU, NUS, ITE, SP, SMU haha....
cute rty....din u all realised?? haha

Its tym tt i shldprepare myself for part tym liao ..
and also application to university...
hopefully i can get be a merit holder....
coz yr 2 my average still B haha...so hopefully...
haha...ok nvm..lets see how life wan me to walk haha

Haha wenta work and so happening la...
saw the DJ tt wanted to burn my turtle again...
he v stupid la..kip on say stupid thing *luff*
and i saw my fave DJ aso ahha..
and he smile at me..thk dey duno tell him wat la..
*shy*

At the end the F & B cannt make it..
duno how he become manager one..attitute v poor..
stupid lehz haha...and i slept for 13 hr haha...
and today go out eat wif family again..
yay!! haha...

Hmm..in the end we lost..
and boys team lost too...so sad..
nvm its my last yr..or rather shld consider my ist yr..
coz last 2 yrs are not IVP to me haha
Ah kok? cannt link wif IVP la..

Wenta celebrate Cs birthday aft the match..
hope she enjoy it...like i enjoy the porriage
last game on wed haha...
JIAYOU ba SP... ALL the best....

A sleepess nite...y lehz??
im such a pig but yet now i dunwan slp...
i so hope sum1 is at my hse now...
can force me slp..
tug me in my bed n close the light..
haha thking too much...
hope tml will win yay!! haha we will...
coz we ae SP...hope we will celebrate...

duwan thk more...
it seems like the more u thk..
the endless it gets...
the more u guess..the more u doubt
haha human wat to do :)

thk show reali make u thk....
haha...it says ur happiness its always on the accord on sum1 saddness
ha but can u find sum1 hu gif u happiness...
it always turn out to be NO...
i nv trust tt anyone will gif me happiness...
maybe tis is me..the doubt in me....
i always doubt ppl... i doubt their truthness...
coz i always thk its always lies....
No sense of security...i dun feel safe...

Wat i nid is sum1 that not oni love me...
i wan to feel the care n concern....
i wan the sense of security....
i do not wan to be taken for granted....
i wan to feel special..special frm any others...
But yet i dun like stress....gals r tt fussy...

This is girls.... so arent we troublesome...

- Shou ai wo, Zai wo de er bian diu wo shou -
- wo yi jin zhen de tai jiu wang le zhe zhong xin dong -

I wAn watch movie...
i wan watch in her shoe...
haha tis tym i wan lehz...

thking if i have tym...
and if i have tym to go my fren wedding...
a malay wedding lehz haha...
but shld i ? i thk i shld :) to bless her..

wed gg chiong..hope everyone will go..
will ask dem tml..hopefully we can...
wif happiness of coz haha..yippee...

if its meant to be it will b yours..
so if its not urs..u force aso wun be happy...

If u dun mean it..dun say it....
coz i dun feel it...i feel nth at all...
dun say its all true coz its all lies....

And wat i blog is now...wat its seem is past...
dun let the past cling on to u....
rather push away...and face the brand new day...

tts the reason y i always forget wat i blog haha
u blog to forget not to rem :)

Dun leave me alone..
Dun leave me do all tings by myself...

Why is it when i needed u most...
u seems so near but yet so far....

Maybe its rite...
to let go if it bring happiness...

maybe i shld juz be firm n let go...
the one tt u love most always hurts u most...
indeed u hurt me most but...
i thk there is no lessen that i hurt u...

Lets juz stop all..if it juz rty in doing so..

Y is my decision shaken...
y cant i remain unshaken...
y cant i juz set my mind...
y muz i thk thrg again...

so mani y....
the main y..
y do u come into my life...

i wun have y if there is no u

Hmm...thking thrg alot..alot of tings..
As im working alot of tings went thrg my mind..
thking if im rty in makign tt decision...
aft tt went to SBC and played wif NP...
and wow...i actuali layup..which is a miricle..
and so mani ppl cheered..its so hapi to hear tt once again...

dun tok to me of all the joy...
i duwan hear....it juz add on to my stress...

LOving sumone is good to let go...
i guess maybe i learn to...
maybe i shld juz let go n lead my peaceful life...

Aft match alot of things went thrg my mind again...
everythign seems so frastrating....
wenta swing out everything...and wash away all my tots...
Maybe the rain tis few days is for tis...
and its good as it covers tears....
No one will realised u r crying when ur in the rain
i guess im rty....i shld trust in my own decision...

i dun believe in anything..but i wan to
i tell myself to but its being push away by every action n words.

Hmm tml IVP ist match...
mix feeling....thking abt it....
stil thking ova wat i intend 2 do..shld i?
scared...reali dun lyk the feeling....

thking back alot...
is there reali smt tt can fit into the word "perfect"
i guess no... but im not a perfectionist....
howeva..i go for my own perfect....
the perfect of my eyes...but there seems none...
- my perfect future
-my perfect job
-my perfect boyfriend
- my perfect hobby
- my perfect....all the perfects

hahaha..life is juz like tis...
u will nv get the tings ur looking for...
so wat for look for it...it may nt be the one...

hate to be struck in the middle....
hate it hate it....
the sentence is abit true huh....
hai..so wat excuse am i suppose to thk...
shld have juz get out of tt completely...
den now i wun be stressing.... argh argh argh!!!

Whats wrong wif me....
y do i shout? not enuff slp may be a excuse...
i duno..maybe juz agitated....
duno wat am i thking....
maybe is due to other things..
am i testing? rather im doubting....
I cant take away tt....
Its all a lie always a lie to me...
will anything juz prove tis sentence?

- shi qu le cheng jing de yong you -
- shi fo zhe ni li kan shi tai zou le xiao rong -

Hmm..got a feeling..a feelign tt i hate to realised..
no truth..its all a show....
A game..its juz a game..a game of win n lose...
A game of getting wat u wan...

It make me feel...its juz a way to kip the game gg...
Aft the winner is declare things will be back to beginning..
Sumtym feel wanted sumtym feel unwanted...
Swing ard waiting to see the nxt stage of the game..

Is tis the truth? the unrevealed truth?

HMm..read my previous entry..last yr entry...
like so far...read abt my shaonian bei...
my lanzhong n my last yr ivp...
duno tear juz well in my eyes...
can i juz dun care??
but do i have a choice...im leave wif no choice...
haha..seems so funi to read back...
feel tt all memories came back...
the ays when me n pink n laogong go play bball...
things seem to change alot
and the process of my injury haha...
weird nvm...
seems like the ist yr when i choose to gif up IVP is a gd choice haha
nvm im tired..gg slp liao...

nitex :)

Hmm wenta yew tee cc to play bball...
so tired la..kip on run...til knee abit pain..
but its fun...saw PTS...got so much to tok..
we tok like free one ahha...n her hair Whoo~~!!
hope to mit her again...i miss her man...

den went fel hse watch campus superstar..
her hse damn nice haha act wan swim..
den rain cant swim lo...sad la..
and i damn proud of my cousin...
YIyuan plz sms M2 to 77377...to support him haha
and he got the highest among the guys...
hope he will get into top10 :)
jiayou i will suport u ahha too bad i too old le haha...

den wen west mall to eat and wait for jiehao send me hm..
den he sotong la...forget turn off light..
den kip on got the light den he tot door not close haha...
den went to pick cheong n whee~~!! proceed hm :)

tts y now i can blog haha...
nitex everyone..

was reading back at my previous blog..
it seem interesting to see my mood change...
Wat am i thking and irriated or excited about...
This is juz life~!

Quotes of the day:
When you look for the right person,
you always end up with the wrong one.

Its Back...my analysis of the quotes..
how true can this sentence be....
To me it isnt tt true...u noe y?
although the person came to find me i always end up if the wrong one...
I nv look for the right one but stil i lost the battle...

Juz like u always find fault in tis person...
and tt tis person dun suit u coz of tis n tt...
but have u tot of tis? no one is perfect...
Wat is impt is...does tt person character suit u?

Thk back A person will always please u and irritate u...
Juz tt whether do u wan to accept the way that is..
Sumtym u juz cant accept the way it is...
u choose to escape...escape from reality...
wanting the perfect...the perfect of ur life...

New Year Resolution:

-Be Focused
-Finish my final year project with ease
-Earn more money
-Get into NTU (believe i can do it)
-Get a good part-time
-To get Thinner
-To spend more time with family
-Stay Happy, no worries
-Go Thailand
-Be myself


Haha im juz so easily contented...
actuali i duno wats are those for...
juz a goal set for myself too :)
A new yr a new start....
a fruitful yr ahead... !!!! WHEE~~~!!!