Hmm...thking thrg alot..alot of tings..
As im working alot of tings went thrg my mind..
thking if im rty in makign tt decision...
aft tt went to SBC and played wif NP...
and wow...i actuali layup..which is a miricle..
and so mani ppl cheered..its so hapi to hear tt once again...

dun tok to me of all the joy...
i duwan hear....it juz add on to my stress...

LOving sumone is good to let go...
i guess maybe i learn to...
maybe i shld juz let go n lead my peaceful life...

Aft match alot of things went thrg my mind again...
everythign seems so frastrating....
wenta swing out everything...and wash away all my tots...
Maybe the rain tis few days is for tis...
and its good as it covers tears....
No one will realised u r crying when ur in the rain
i guess im rty....i shld trust in my own decision...

i dun believe in anything..but i wan to
i tell myself to but its being push away by every action n words.