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Monday, March 27, 2006
Working hard..working real hard...
so tt can spend?or coz i wan be busy?
worked wif a new part tymer today...
we gossip til siao..kip on tok oni...
we tok abt everything tt we can thk of..
nxt tym morning i wun have any1 to pei me le...
it will be lonely me...
am i afraid? afraid of silent...
rem once i said i hate nite..i hate silent...
ytd insomia..lie on bed on 12am..
yet til ard 230 ive yet to fall aslp...
duno wat tym did i fall aslp...
had a nitemare..so scary n i got a shock...
heard sum noise..n realised is a bettle..
i fly out of my door...n it follow me out...
i slam the door behind...
*am i slaming on my own door?*
i afriad to tok, to ask..
so the truth will nv be revealed....
almost cried while reading sumthing...
am i too emotional?? maybe im...
*deep inside*
i read a book tts abt emotion...
it says abt sorrow...
if we kip postphone a sorrow..it will pile up n create unnessary burden..
overtym, we will find it difficult to cry abt anytym...
how true...it reali will make it difficult..
even when u feel sad..u wun drop tears...
maybe coz it dried up...
bottling up will cause u to cry not at the saddest ting..
maybe is true..ppl always avoid thir truest feeling.
Hmm went to watch chong ghee n hm u match...
poor gwen injured ger back..im worried..
how is her back..is it serious...
hmm unknown!
i felt v affected now...truely affected..
my precious mei...dun cry le...
u still have me yupz..and i noe tis kind cant control de...
let it be a peaceful one...
heaven is opening door for her to enjoy her nxt part of life..
dun bottled up ur feeling..let it all out...
*maybe deep inside im crying hard inside*
