Mixed feeling..alot of feeling…
A sadness tat cannot be express…
A feeling of unspoken words…

Swing swing..swing all out..
Shout shout shout all out..
run run sweat all out..

It have been a long time since I swing…
Though the place changes the feel is still the same…
The wind blowing against u…
It makes u feel like ur against all odd…

Sometime I reali thk im a ice…
An unmelted ice….
To others im like one w/o feeling…
I cant express myself well…
Maybe im the selfish one…
Maybe im too self centered…
That’s y my ways are always not the ways of others..
My ways are not the ways that is accepted…
Not the way that favour ppl…

I do not know is there a course??
Am I tat bad…??
Am I that useless…

I felt nth..i felt useless..
I felt I can write even wif 2 hands..
nt walk even with 2 legs..
cant see even with 2 eyes..
cant hear even with 2 ears…
Live coz heart pumping..
But it make me feel like my heart is just pumping..
Pumping for the sake of living…

Im unsure of wat im saying man…
Thk im crazy…
Blogging like a crazy ger…