Today is stay at home day...
actually wanted to start on my Urban Geo essay..
but i procastinate again :(
i have been playing and slacking for the pass few days...
read books oni but nothing derived.

and while i was slackign..
i came across this programme on TV...
its a girl talking about her past..
The story goes liek his:

She actually has eating disorder...
and since young ppl keep say she is big...
this cause her imbalance...
and she will have burge eating...
den aft that she will throw it out....
she takes ppl compliment as sacarstism.
She thoughof cutting herself...
cut the excess of everything
she tried "jian Fei Yao" and try excessive excercise
but she live in misery...
coz she care too much abt what ppl say

Aft that she went to see a counseller...
She understand and that she should have confident in herself
she learn to lvoe herself...
and she understand looking good is not everything...
ist u have to love urself....
if u r happy oni when u slim down and get all compliment..
this are all surface happiness...

she said about life being short
and that we should enjoy whateva..
and not keep thinking...
im fat..im big...and look at the mirror..
thinking i ugly..i dun look good...
But celebrity that are big size look gd as well..
actualli oni confident women are pretty not slim women..
eventually she love being her normal self
and got herself a supportive BF :) so sweet

i learn from her that...
what u appear to be may not be important...
u may look gd with makeup but u are just covering up i guess...
confident bring out the best in u..
be confident to reveal....
even though u may have small boobs...
but u may look gd in bikini..
u may think u are fat or big
but u still look gd in dress....

so where stop urself frm eating this n that..
and take away teh fun of enjoying eating out with frenz..
chilling with frenz...
and no one is to be compare with one another....
beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
there is no need to envy others..
u live ur life...
u dun live in other life or live in other comments...


be influenced by URSELF...
AND NOT LED BY OTHERS...

Life is short and to be cherish to be treasured...
dun lose ur life just becoz u wan to look gd..

Boost ur life to dynamic life.... :)
smile smile..
im trying to aso...to not oni live at home and sch...
but aso indulge in other activities