Finally i passed up my urban Geo essay...
though im not confident abt it....
but i hope n pray it will be ok...
:) finally one more things down my list...

Was pia-ing GIS...and finally imdone with the map..
so nxt will be with the presentation....
then will be with the final finding...
hopefully by tue can finish...

coz i haven even start studying for math n Geo..
have been pushing it away man...
Then maths n science test coming up as well...
tsk tsk tsk....
lol maybe im too playful man...
and too relax...y didnt i feel the need to study??


Lol...maybe i have a sudden feel of wanting to relax..
and not get so tense up....or pressure??
if life is all abt geting gd..being gd...
then y have our own self been??

and Cheryl words make me ponder...
"i nv see u lose ur temper b4"
it makes me wonder...
am i surpressing it??
i duno y as even if i get angry..
i will be ok aft 5seconds...
lol...but is this a gd r bad things??
will ppl start to take this for granted??
and eat me up and neglect my feeling??
suddenly i think y do ppl cry??
coz they are hurt? coz they are sad??
i didnt cry isit coz im not sad??
but sumthing tears did welled in my eyes...
or even drop unknowingly...
but is my pride playing with me??


Since poly a frenz have been saying...
i dun cry in front of ppl coz i duwan to be seen as weak in front of ppl..
i alwasy smilez coz i wan to hide my inner feeling?
isit me? isnt the way??
but im a lucky ger to have lots of ppl ard me...
and of coz the special Mei..
that i will dropped tears in front of...
*i aso duno y* lol


Actually i wonder...must we drop tears in a r/s?
may it be any?? coz my bro or mum or dad nv make me cry..
other than a tym when i felt dejected when they didnt say anything..
when i got gd result...it make me feel like im nth??
na..thats way yrs back..lol...

and i reali agree...a r/s shld kip u peak..
and it shldt drain u....if a r/s drain u..
then dropped it...thats not for u.....
r/s shld be kipping u in company not in saddness :)
*quote from a mag*


haha why my this entry like so emo..
maybe coz going exam liao...
lol...get too much stress....


Hey to anyone reading this.....
jus live life to teh fullest k....
u may not know what will happen in the nxt second...
so control ur life..
dun let life be in control of u ;)

okok shld go do math liao...
coz later will be going event:)
n meeting mei for event...

Mei have been moody this few days...
smile smile k :) u shld enjoy...
a day off aft a week of tiring work wor...
and our fri n sat relaxation time of the week....
and there is nth abt sacrificing...coz this is what sister are for :)

Shoo Shoo..trouble all shoo away....
SMile smile penguin mei...